I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do,
Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.
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Vivien @ boon who originate from a kampung in Johor, now spending her bored life in Sunway.
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
>>>@@ wat a birthday party! @@<<<
alright! tat's a birthday party.. instead of a family gathering, that was much likely to be a BIG FAMILY meeting~ though some of them are non-member...
was celebrating my dad's 50th birthday days ago... as the organiser, i was so so piss off of serving those guest, especially when i don even had a guest list or have any idea of who is attending... and when i saw the guest, i really really don feel like serving... really....
during tat night, i was extremely tired after busy for the whole day doing other stuff and working overtime.. which make me rush to the restaurant straight after off work and don even had the time to take a bath.... so? when i reach there, i been waiting for half an hour sitting in the car napping as no 1 had reach.... ok... finally guests started coming.. and? the first car and ppl appeared within my vision is those who i dislike the most... and... my mood was drastically change into moodless.... (i donno how to describe la...) okok.. watever... then of course i m not the one who going to serve them la.. since my mum oledi rush to them like a bee meet the honey....
oh ya.. i haven tell u how many ppls were celebrating his birthday... initially, my aunt( sponser) n i only expect own family members includes familes of 3 others sibblings and my cousin sisters' family, and few close fren of my dad... which only covered for 3 tables... small gathering wat.... then? the next day turn up my dad invite another 3 tables ppl, which need 6 tables d wor... nevermind.. as long as he happy.... then finally i need to confirm with the restaurant about the dinner, my dad told me tat altogether need 8 tables plus one reserved... walao.... really big face lor... fine.. go book
finally dinner started, then ppls started order me to do this do tat.. especially my cousins keep conplaining this complaining tat... pls la... i m not the boss ok... ask me oso no use... wtk... the only way to escape was hide in the corner where no1 see me.. haha.. and finally the dished served and there i finally sit down.. then only i realise a very very weird situation, which none of a single table consists of a complete member of any family members... for eg. my parents and my elder brothers at 1 table, my younger brother at the other and me at another... then my aunt with her fren while her daughters with other cousins etc etc....i wonder how the ppl think bout us... (how come one family not sitting together??) watever.. no time to care tat d... cos tat moment i oledi so so piss off and getting angry and... started drinking.. here come to the main story...
my first glass of redwine (12% alcohol) was empty in 30 seconds before dinner served... mean i drank with an empty stomach.... then continuos, i been drinking n drinking till the end, i think i had at least finish 2 bottles of red wine with different brand, which make me drunk.. and i started mumbling bullshit in front of my fren... luckily tat time the guests oledi leave... and i manage to handle the birthday song and distribute cake under half drunk situation (tat moment i really cant stand probably d.. but still can hold the knife n prepare 2 big cake for the guest while my cousin sisters help me for another 2) and finally finish off those fussy thing, my fren finally come to me for drink and result in i cant drive home... my parents were drunk as well.. so i don think they really get what i talk when i drunk... haha... and back home, i still manage to take bath, brush teeth and wash face b4 pengsan... thanks to my fren who watching me till bed...
then the next day, went to Kuantan one day trip.... jus for the sake of accompany my fren to fetch her brother back.... in the car, the one who make me drunk keep laughing me about the nite b4... watever... at least i din reach the worst senario where i need some1 to carry me back! haha... ok... kuantan trip was so so so tired... and i din really had a play la.. jus go there, had lunch and a dinner (birthday dinner again) and back home.. tat's all... anyway, at least had a chance to slip out from my parents and aunt's questioning bout the drunken night... so nth to worry now...
so? now busy doing preparation for my company's coming seminar.. which really one leg kicking... no body is helping me... and i wonder i can complete all stuff by next tuesday b4 i back to sunway or not... if not may need to come back again after my interview... donno la... will see how la...
wish me luck la...
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