Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**
我爱做梦, 也爱幻想, 且让文字代替言语把梦表达出来!
I like dreaming, cause dreaming can make you mine!
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.
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回想三天前。。。
你的一通电话，把我带到了天堂。。。
然而，一辆波音747飞机，却把我从天堂撞入了地狱。。。
我要回到人间，谁来救救我？
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我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台 每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆 看着往事一幕一幕 再次演出你我的爱 我把电视机打开听着别人的对白 也许那些故事可以给我一个交代 你要的爱 我学不来 眼睁睁看情变坏人 怔怔看情感概 不能给你未来我还你现在 安静结束也是另一种对待当 眼泪流下来伤已超载 分开也是另一种明白 我给你最后的疼爱是手放开 不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海 感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白 把爱收进胸前左边口袋 最后的疼爱是手放开 不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪 感情就像候车月台有人走有人来 我的心是一个站牌写着等待 最后的疼爱是手放开 我把收音机打开听着别人的失败 啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀 你的依赖还在胸怀 我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开 感情中专心的人容易被伤害
左等右等，你依然没有出现。。。
是我多心了吗？还是对自己没有信心？
有那么一刹那，害怕与你相见，害怕自己不敢面对的现实。。
这样的不安，需要你来安抚。
你在哪里?
不管是好是坏，我已经做好心理准备，
接受事实，不再逃避。。。
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感谢老天有看我的寻人启事，让我终于等到你的消息了。。。
是好是坏，还是未知数。。。
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他们都说你似乎从这个世界消失了。。。 是真的吗？
你在哪里？快和我联络好吗？
我好想你。。。
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想你是我临睡前的习惯。。。
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FUCK FUCK FUCK!
Jus finish my first exam paper - medical microbiology paper 1 which carry 50% of my final result. guess wat happen? out of 6 questions, i only know less than 20% of all.. and i force to die out the answers for 4 questions.... and the funniest thing happened... my handphone ringtone ringing....
ei? how come hp ring? i remember i switch off during breakfast at corner... OMG.. the alarm.... so i jus let the alarm keep snooring for about half hours in the exam hall and supprisingly none of the invegilator noted that though few of the candidates do complaint bout tat... hai~ hopeless... anyway, still feel sorry to those who get interuptted... especially kei, evon and mel who jus sit near me.. donno wat they are writting and maybe try hard to think something out but disturb my the ringtone... hai~ really sorry frens..... i promise after tat i sure take off the battery out before exam...
Frens... sorry..... really sorry....
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The Keys to Your Heart 
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
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不是应该放手了吗？
为何还是期望你的消息呢？
开始讨厌起自己，总是放不下。
也许应该尝试把首斩断，才能放下吧。。。
矛盾的自己， 开始恨起矛盾的心。
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有些东西，得到了不一定是最好的。得不到时，总有许多期待，奢望他就是最好的。当你得到了，相处久了，缺点就会慢慢浮出台面，进而破坏了之前总总的幻想与希望。
就比如我的新手机，购买前，总是认为它有多好多好的。。。现在买了，充其量也不过如此。用过了，就会渐渐发觉它的缺点与不足。
所以，有些东西，还是得不到的好。因为它的价值将有你的期待来衡量， 也给与我们幻想的空间。得到了，可能就是幻灭的时刻来临了。
幻想总是最美的。。。而现实也是残酷的，不是吗？
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♪为何有了勇气还是不够，我静得还是都放了手。。。
听着梁静如<<给从前的爱>> 这首歌，突然有些感触。。。
21岁了，也是该放手了。
不在执著，学会放手，才有幸福吧？
然而，希望还是躲在心的一角，因为有希望才有幸福啊。。。
有希望，总好过绝望吧？
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