Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**: June 2010
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.


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Vivien @ boon who originate from a kampung in Johor, now spending her bored life in Sunway. Like to dream a lot and crazy about everything she believed to be worth it. Yet, thing that she believe always hurt her most!

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Wednesday, June 16, 2010

>>>@@ 爱上一个人的 感觉 @@<<<


你知道爱一个人的感觉是什么样的吗?

爱上一个人的感觉就是这样的:


在你登陆Facebook时,

你对他的爱就会很自然地流露出来了...

别人上facebook是先看自己的档案,

而你上facebook却是先看他的档案,

看看他最近有没有更新什么,

看看他最近的心情是如何,

总是希望自己能知道他的消息...

当你爱上一个人时,

你登陆msn时也会有这样的反应,

虽然msn有着无数的联系人,

可你等待的却只是一个人的上线,

等你看见他上线了以后,

你会有股冲动想要和他聊天,

可你左思右想,

却始终没找到一个合理的借口,

所以只能默默地看着他的照片,

一直看到他的照片变回灰色状态,

也只有在这个时候,

你才会觉得后悔,

后悔自己为什么不和她说话...


他的回头总是出现在无意间,

他不曾注意到你多次的仰望,

可你却察觉了他的一颦一笑,

或许这就是爱上他的感觉吧,

表面故作从容地装作不在乎,

实际却是在意他的一举一动...


爱上一个人的感觉就是这样,

无时无刻想要与他见面,

遇见开心的事情时都想让他知道,

让他陪你一起分享喜悦...

遇见伤心的事情时希望他能安慰,

却又不愿看见他陪你难过...


爱上一个人的感觉,

就是爱上一种放不下的感觉...

Quote from ~慕康随笔~
Sources: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=10150193776440182&id=1121131356&ref=mf


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 1:45 am | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Thursday, June 03, 2010

>>>@@ - The End - @@<<<


After grace period of 45 days passed. it's time to declare lapse of the relationship... it's auto lapse... without any requirement of application nor cancellation.

wow... surprisingly it does not make me feel much emo recently...does it meant that i dun care much about this relationship? or i care too much till i cant feel?

At the same day, my 2 lady bosses (my CEO in office as well as CEO at home) get the news of the break up at the same day (wat a coincidence?) Boss ask me to get it back, mum ask me to quit and go back... hmm.. should consider both or none?

Anyhow, when there's beginning, there's the end. It just a matter of time...

Looking forward for the next beginning...


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 3:57 am | 3 Dreamz | link post
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