Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**: April 2010
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.


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Vivien @ boon who originate from a kampung in Johor, now spending her bored life in Sunway. Like to dream a lot and crazy about everything she believed to be worth it. Yet, thing that she believe always hurt her most!

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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

>>>@@ Pause! @@<<<


18/04/2010 - Day 480 of the relationship. You called for a pause....

I cant accept the truth that you are leaving me... 24hours before the day, we just had a wonderful night and then? from heaven, u just push me down... just becos u don sure what u want.. or just bcos another one?

I m sorry that i had spent too much time on my career, sorry that i din care u as much as others, sorry that i never understand ur feeling, sorry that ....

I so wish that the time can reverse, that i can just put down my fucking stack of cases and go home with u tat nite, then this will not happened.. rite? or i just trying to cheat on myself that IT had been happened for a while?

I wish tat u never tell me... let me be it... rather than hurt me tat much when u are not sure...

Cry doesn't change anything, it make me miss u even more...

but wat can i do now? how are we going to meet after you come back from Singapore? How should i address u? how shall we facing others? pls tell me...

tell me that i just had a nightmare, and everything will be alright when u bek... pls tell me so....


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