Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**: November 2005
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.


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Vivien @ boon who originate from a kampung in Johor, now spending her bored life in Sunway. Like to dream a lot and crazy about everything she believed to be worth it. Yet, thing that she believe always hurt her most!

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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

>>>@@ Another MIA @@<<<


i think most of the frens should be realise that i been MIA again since my last post... due to busying on both my preparation for a beauty seminar as well as helping out at cafe as cashier...(both own by my aunt)

though i do wan to online and chatting, blogging or even checking mails after work, yet i do really tired after buzying the whole days... back to hometown for almost 2 weeks yet i don have anyday of it which i can sleep before 4am in the morning. normall i been reach home aroung 1am after the cafe had end the business and finished cleaning n tidy up. during weekend if further late. during the day time, as usual is my sleeping time. yet i still need to squeeze some time for the seminar preparation. at the same time, i seem like not even have a proper normal time to chat online with my frens as every1 seem to enjoy their sleep when i online!

i m so sorry to those who i promise to chat online. and i will continue to be MIA now till the summer course start. if have any news or fun to share, please contact me personally by sms to my hp. thanks ya.!


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Monday, November 21, 2005

>>>@@ What my birthdate mean? @@<<<


Your Birthdate: September 26

You lucked out the the skills to succeed in almost any arena.
Put you in almost any business or classroom, and you'll rise to the top.
You're driven and intense, but you also know when to kick back and cooperate.
Your ability to adapt to almost any situation is part of what's going to make you a success.

Your strength: Your attention to detail

Your weakness: You can be a little too proud of your successes

Your power color: Turquoise

Your power symbol: Arrow pointing up

Your power month: August


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>>>@@ lucky or tragic? @@<<<


During my break i back to hometown and end up helping my aunt in her newly open restaurant as cashier... everything seem go on well for the first few days except some burst out during the end of the day when the sum did not match with the money received... (hai~ i still a account idiot i think!)


then these two day my aunt went for holiday then ask me to stay till end of the business and handle most of the business as her partner ( a couple - husband as cook while wife serve those VIPs...)

mana tau?? the customers keep asking them to accompany them to drink... end up the couple both drunk and had a fight...


then after we closed shop the husband don wanna go along with the wife in car but choose to walk back for about 20km back to home. so me and another staff called him then followed all the way back to find him.


luckily we choose to find him lor... he actually din walk much far.. we try to pursue him to take my car back but he refused.. so wat can i do? only ask the staff followed him walk while my car drive slowly with double signal beside him... but he din walked any further after we met him cos he end up having breath difficulties and fainted.

at that time i was so scare as we were in the middle of road which jus beside all plam oil orchard (kampung ma..) and no car pass by at all.. (midnite liao leh...) and finall got car pass and stop by.. tot of getting help, who know? that bastard U TURN back wor... run away liao... (malaysian.... sad...)

luckily my brother and his fren rush there with motorbike at time... manage to help us to get him in my car and i rush to nearess goverment clinic for emergency...cos no hospital nearby ma...

mana tau... tu doc belum appear the patient already short of breath wor..so end up doing some "half tong" technique of CPR to him lor...waaaaa...so scare cos i almost forget most of the things i learnt during my physiology class about CPR...

but at least he is alrite in his way to hospital now... feel relief a bit now...

hai~ wat a terrible nite.. stil think of nothing error in my account so can go back sleep probably then end up having another big problem....

now only hope that the cook will recover asap...


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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

>>>@@ back to family war... @@<<<


finally back to hometown with tired body and fucking headache... not even reach home oledi suffer from my dad's shooting of his AMWAY's speech... hai~

next, reach home. again, mum is not cooking as expected... who ask her so BUSY on following my dad (maybe scare of affair gua..) then without any choice, went to my aunt's newly open western restaurant for a dinner ALONE... (since when i had my meal ALONE???)

then went to my aunt's home to fix her webcam... then for sure discuss regarding the coming seminar, which is my main job now... mana tau? she somemore require i help her to take care her restaurant... walau... stay till late nite.. but jus suit my old lifestyle la... somemore her restaurant got the pub feel.. i like it...

anyway, still thinking got time to go back to sunway sot or not after finish all these stuff...

hai~ somemore not yet deal with my mum regarding my summer course.. i wanna go back sunway to enjoy my summer. i don wan stay here and suffer... suffer from my parents' mumbering, brothers' complaining and see through all those stupid things done by parents... hai~~

Guys, hope to see u all soon in sunway...

SOTZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz


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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

>>>@@ potential pseudoscientist? @@<<<


few nite ago i dreamt the following scene:

"i went to a hair cutting. i required the hairdresser to cut off my hair for a max of 3 inch lengths but manatau she end up cutting my hair leaving me with a 3 inch length super short hair!! Wat the fuck???"

before i shot the hairdresser gao gao, i oledi wake up... waliao... luckily my long hair still with me.....

when i told my roommate aka val, she told me to take note about the meaning of 3 inch... since i have a book related to dream interpretation, instead of continue study lab management exam, i act so FREELY to check tat out... and...?

the interpretation is as follow:
"hair are related to life and love. if u experience a hair cut, it is not a good sign for ur relationship. however, if u jus broke up or being single now, it interpretated that u are almost to put all sad thing away from u and there might be chance of a new life approach to u soon."

can u believe it? being a science student, Dr. Jo in his pseudoscience lecture for SCI2010 once told us tat pseudoscience is bad science.......yet, i do strongly believe about pseudoscience... i belive horoscope, i believe crystal healing (tat y i din answer the SCI2010 question for pseudoscience) and now i do wish tat i do believe in dream interpretation...

but... is this interpretation consider a good news or bad news for me? wat kind of relationship m i having now??? i donno.... and i do hope that the interpretation does not be real in my life....because i do miss him so much and i m still in a waiting mood.....


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Monday, November 07, 2005

>>>@@ 理想情人 @@<<<


杨丞琳- 理想情人

....我相信找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等.....


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