Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**: January 2006
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.


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Vivien @ boon who originate from a kampung in Johor, now spending her bored life in Sunway. Like to dream a lot and crazy about everything she believed to be worth it. Yet, thing that she believe always hurt her most!

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

>>>@@ tired CNY... @@<<<


guess wat m i doing now?

i m now soaking my legs in a bin full of hot water and online at the moment...

ya.. been standing 2 whole nite with my 3inch high heels and stand in front the counter and bar turning around to act as cashier and bar tender at the same time.... fucking buzy as now is chinese new year ma....hai~

at first too bored staying at home nothing to do.. now helping over the cafe make me feel tired only... marketing exam tutorial oso never do... later donno how to post to other members on time... hehehe...

tomoro still need to wake up early to go temple with my mum doing some praying stuff.. yet still not sleepy now... how should i wake up later????

sien sien sien... wish to go back sunway asap.....


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 1:35 am | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Friday, January 27, 2006

>>>@@ bored cny.... @@<<<


back to hometown only about 30++ hours.... i oledi feel damn fucking sien here... nothing can do probably... go shop, not good to offer help too much.... at home, nth to do oso (my brother done all the fuzzy stuff), no movie here, no ML here... no boy boy let me flirt oso... hai~~ don feel like seeing all da old frens.. don wanna entertain anyone... i wan to be myself as in sunway.. i wanna go back sunway.. i miss sunway life now.. although the life there is bored too.. yet i can be myself there.. even alone oso better than wat i feel right now right here... plssssssssss some one come save me out...


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 11:58 pm | 2 Dreamz | link post
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Saturday, January 21, 2006

>>>@@ wat kind of ex r u? @@<<<


You Are A Vengeful Ex

You didn't angry or hurt when things ended with your ex...
You just calmly decided that you would get even.
And while you pretend things are cool, your ex better watch out!


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but i miss him so much....


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Saturday, January 14, 2006

>>>@@ Old Lady? @@<<<


This conversation happened nitez before at my balcony, sitting 3 SOT gals…

Boon: hehe... ppl say me look like 17…
Jing: ya! Provided u don open ur mouth (shut up la)!
Boon: ei?
Jing: once u speak, u talk like a old lady… giving the feel like 我吃盐比你吃饭多!…
Boon: ya.. look like 17, speak like 30s.. but actually only 21…

(Laugh)

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well.. I agree that I always like to nagging like an old lady talking to the grand-children… jus like wat had happened last nite when my susu come over, I been talk and talk and talk for the whole hours… really old liao la… hai~~~

Then val remind me this…
Val: then did u pay him for listening ur nagging???
Boon: ha???
Val: cos jeft (another sot ppl) receive RM50 from his aunt for listening her nagging throughout the whole driving journey….
Boon: ….. (speechless)

anyway, susu.. if u read this, jus wanna tell u that wat I told u was jus my personal opinion.. u can tot as I under PMS or talk unconsciously or whatever la… but those are wat I see and wat I feel… no matter u take it or not.. at least I spoke out and now release much…. Don takes it so serious ok? It jus a FRIENLY ADVIDE... no offence …

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Conclusion
I look young, but speak mature and act mature… maybe this is jus a camouflage for myself to protect self from the crucial environment around us…. Or I do really like an old lady.. no wonder some frens jus called me “ah soh” (auntie…)


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 2:08 pm | 2 Dreamz | link post
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Monday, January 09, 2006

>>>@@ Rain~~ @@<<<


Rain Rain Go Away

Come Again Another DAy

Little Boon BOon wan to go back to Sunway!

If still raining then later my hometown flood then habis liao lor

Or if still continuous raining my mum wanna use car then cannot bring my dear little car back to sunway lor...

so plssssssssssssssss, god of the rain! faster go home sleep then ask the SUN to come out la...


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Saturday, January 07, 2006

>>>@@ My nEw pet JIJI.... @@<<<




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