Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**: July 2006
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.


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Vivien @ boon who originate from a kampung in Johor, now spending her bored life in Sunway. Like to dream a lot and crazy about everything she believed to be worth it. Yet, thing that she believe always hurt her most!

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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

>>>@@ Stupid Streamyx connection @@<<<


Fuck! how come my computer cannot online de? there is the connection status there, but y i cant load any explorer web page????/ yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

so du lan... even the streamyx agent oso don show his fucking sweet face in front the side gate where he always sits there and promote his streamyx.I pay him for configuration then now see wat kind of service is he providing??? gerammmmmmmmmm-nya@!

as a result, i may still continue experience such bad bad moments as i cant online, no more downloads for my anime, no fooling around... not even can do my work!!! n end up keep watching vcd.... hai~~~~~

later must go back try n fix it~


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 2:13 pm | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Thursday, July 20, 2006

>>>@@ i donno wat to say~ @@<<<


ya.. i really donno wat to say, especially when she told me her bad news... mate~ cheerz ah~

i reall donno wat to say, when ppl asking me "what is ur current status?" single?attached? married? i donno... it's complicated~~~

i really donno wat to say, when i imagine my boss called me to ask how's the progress of my new work....

i really donno wat to say, when he called me, when he stand in front of me, hug me or kisses me.... i really donno wat's the status between us... really donno....

i donno wat to say~.. as coded from somebody: "keep in view"...

KEEP IN VIEW... let the time to say~


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 2:06 am | 5 Dreamz | link post
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Monday, July 17, 2006

>>>@@ Are You a Secure Lover? @@<<<


Result from tickle test:

"vivien, you tend to gravitate toward romantic partners who have a Secure attachment style.

People with a secure attachment style are warm, open and trusting. They are typically comfortable with themselves and show high regard for others.

Attachment style begins in infancy with the interactions we have with our parents or primary caregivers. Through these early relationships we begin to understand the dynamics and patterns of close relationships and we carry this perspective into our adult relationships.

Psychologists call your attachment style Fearful Avoidant.

You tend to have mixed feelings about relationships. A part of you may want to have a close, loving relationship, but another part of you may be somewhat uncomfortable with commitment. It's also likely that you are afraid others will let you down or abandon you. Although you tend to be open to relationships, you may not easily reveal the true you, and potential partners are likely to be intrigued about discovering the person you are deep down. "

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ya~ i m insecure~


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 1:38 pm | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

>>>@@ yoyoyo! @@<<<


hahahahaha... result released! n i m so satisfy with my result now.... well.. not as well as val, though still got credits and distinction which i never get such good result in my previous exam in monash... NEVER....

as val say, i really must thanks her for motivating (actually is forcing) me to study study study... other coursemate do help alot in the preparation of exam as well... thanks buddies....

well. the com lab assisstant is chasing us out liao... so update later la...

HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 5:21 pm | 1 Dreamz | link post
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Monday, July 03, 2006

>>>@@ updates @@<<<


well... finally finish shifting all my "rubbish" from indah villa condo to pjs9 new place, though haven unpack every single thing, but already stay there for 3 nights (2 nights alone), of course no weird sound observed la.... except the noises from the highway. no internet there yet, no tv, no entertainment, but i do survive there for more than 24 hours without stepping out the house. sleeping n watching vcds... hehe....

ok, going back hometown tomoro, n be back next week, so do val. then need to prepare for future work n extended study.... n..? of course, find another temporary 'roommate' aka bolster back la....hehe... i feel so so so lonely when val left me these few days... n others fren were not around as well... (anyway, thanks for mei zhen who accompany me had lunch jus now)

well... tat's updates for now... will be write in later after i back to hometown. it's almost time to back home liao.... need to start packing some unused thing back home. hehe.... ciao la!


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 3:43 pm | 2 Dreamz | link post
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