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i certified that i been spending 4 hours driving from sunway back to johor yong peng and i declare that this is the first and the last time that i drive so snail-slow on highway!
thank god! i finally reach my home safety. been through 2 heavy rain throughout the journey... and the car really got "buang" leh... (and this is the only reason why i sitting here lo!)
jus reach home for less than half an hour and now oledi sitting in front of the computer using dial up connection.... wat can do? my life is bond with computer oledi... nothing here except computer is my interest.. of course if got any movie or drama series then i may end up sitting in front of the tv tonite... don think can sleep so early since had been an owl for the last few weeks... hai~
anyway, tomoro need to start modifying my life to normal schedule... and hope that next week can really back to normal student life la...
msg to val:
don miss me too much and don curse me too much as well...
msg to daddy:
don try to be naruto la... u don have the qualification to learn 忍术！
msg to zeno and kian:
hope tat i can hear good news about job from u guys after i back la...
ciao~
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*copy paste from an email received from a fren!
shui yong daddy (Ives yong)is going back to ipoh later~~
shui yong uncle (david yong) oso going back with daddy~
then shui yong miss no.2 (val) going back to hometown tomoro oso....
then? Left me alone in sunway....
lonely lonely lonely.....
depressed lor... wat can do?
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I doubt wat should I do at this moment…
Been sitting in front of the computer middle of the night where most of u (even my owl-life housemate busying on her primer things) had dating with mr zhou gong or his daughter or son since last week (or even longer time)… sleepy? Not really, it’s jus tat I really donno wat should I do…
Doubt, where should I be? Working office or campus study?
Having a retake on one a single subject now, which took me only a maximum of 7 hours per week. Sound relax rite? Shouldn’t be a problem on having a part time job. Yet? The schedules of the classes (lecture, tutorials and lab) were damn fucking stupid. Out of the 5 weekdays, 4 had been occupied with class (which sometimes I only had an hour class per day!) how do u expect I get a normal job with tis kind of timetable? yet, i do really get somekind of JOB from my dearest but treating-me-as-super-duber-allthingdone auntie who own a skincare company to be her customer service executive, which she require me to complete some task that she used to require 3 FULL-TIME employees to complete, and need me to take over with jus a maximum of 5 hours that i can offer to her! so i now consider again, to decline her offer when i back to office end of this month... and now i m consider jobless again... a useless ppl...
focus on study? nah~ i do really understand y some of my coursemate who failed their particular subject can retake and failed and retake again... ppl may think tat retaking a subject tat u had oledi knoe wat is going on should be easier to pass, which now i claimed tat it is not! becos... jus as discussed with michi (the other retaking student with me) we r so so so fade out on reading those notes that i had read years ago... had been struggling year ago...! it sound like we knoe, yet we don really can score! nevertheless, if i give up attending the class, i may end up screwing up my exam again! i cant accept this! i don wanna fail and retake the fucking subject again...
Doubt again... my future...
i donno where will i end up after graduating... futher study for honours? i so unconfident of myself tat do i really manage to go thru wat val is going thru now? and the most concern problem is: do my parent really afford for my tuition fees? my brother is graduating from secondary school now and may proceed to his tertiary study (which might need a sum of money if he doesn't wanna go for stpm), and wat make me worried about the financial problem is that the involvement of those multi level marketing company who additting my parent to INVEST so much money into it! (and tat's the reason y there are such a funny link in my blog down there)
Doubt too... for my complicated so-called relationship...
tat fellow had been dissapeared again for more than a month now... especially when i most need him at this moment, he is not be my side... nevermind... get used of it! and? wat about other affair? i don even bother to give a fuck on them, which make me think of myself wat m i waiting for? wat m i looking forward? my fren even ask me whether m i a lesbian since i not so interested on guy? hahaha... funny... if he is rite, then maybe my housemate will keep a constant distance of at least 10 meter from me soon... will u?
doubt doubt doubt....
and there are so many to comes on... study? career? financial? family? relationship? frenship (sooner or later)? and wat's more...? still an uncertainties...
watever it is... i don care anymore... jus let it be...study or not? tat's ur problem! u don work, u cant dependent from the family, u can feed urself and tat again is ur problem! they wanna fight, then let them fight amongs urself, but make sure the news din spread to u.. and don wanna knoe wat is going on down there in da house!he wanna come, let him come... if not, then never think bout him when u need someone to be with u! if anything happened, don blame others.. blame urself as a useless gal~
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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MR. MING YANG
HANG SENG BANK LTD.
83, Des Voeux Road.,
Central HK,
Hong Kong.
mathewalfred@indiatimes.com
Let me start by introducing myself. I am Mr. Ming Yang director of operations of the Hang Seng Bank Ltd. I have an obscured business suggestion for you. Before the U.S and Iraqi war our client Gen. Aadel Akgaal Bastaan who was with the Iraqi forces and also businessman made a numbered fixed deposit for 18 calendar months, with a value of Twenty Four million Five Hundred Thousand United State Dollars only in my branch. Upon maturity several notices was sent to him, even during the war which began in 2003. Again after the war another notification was sent and still no response came from him. We later find out that the General along with his wife and only daughter had been killed during the war in a bomb blast that hit their home. You can read more about the bombings on visiting these sites below:
After further investigation it was also discovered that Gen. Aadel Akgaal Bastaan did not declare any next of kin in his official papers including the paper work of his bank deposit. And he also confided in me the last time he was at my office that no one except me knew of his deposit in my bank. So, Twenty Four million Five Hundred Thousand United State Dollars is still lying in my bank and no one willknow of it. What bothers me most is thataccording to the laws of my country at the expiration of 3 years and 6 months the funds will revert to the ownership of the Hong Kong Government if nobody applies to claim the funds. Against this backdrop, my suggestion to you is that I will like you as a foreigner to stand as the next of kin to Gen. Aadel Akgaal Bastaan so that you will be able to receive his funds.
WHAT IS TO BE DONE:
I want you to know that I have had everything planned out so that we shall come out successful. I have an attorney that will prepare the necessary document that will back you up as the next of kin to Gen. Aadel Akgaal Bastaan, all that is required from you at this stage is for you to provide me with your Full Names and Address so that the attorney can commence his job. After you have been made the next of kin, the attorney will also fill in for claims on your behalf and secure the necessary approval and letter of probate in your favour for the move of the funds to an account that will be provided by you.
There is no risk involved at all in this matter, as we are going adopt a legalized method and the attorney will prepare all the necessary documents. Please endeavor to observe utmost discretion in all matters concerning this issue. I would appreciate it if you write me through my personal mail box mathewalfred@indiatimes.com
Should you be interested please send me your full names, private phone/fax and current residential address and finally after that I shall provide you with more details of this operation.
Your earliest response to this letter will be appreciated.
Kind Regards,
Mr. Ming Yang.
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after finished reading this stupid cockeyed email, i went google about the bank and found this link: http://blog.supersurge.com/latest-email-scams/2005/6/28/hang-seng-bank-ltd.html#comments
well, there were so so many ppl using the bank authority to play scam like this! Unbelievable!!! i wonder how hong kong ppl going to trust this bank for their transcation? for godness sake!!
anyway, jus post here and see whether got other frens around received this stupid email or not... hahaha
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A man has the power to love a woman in a way that she has never been loved, and yet hurt her with the same intensity.
A man has the power to treat a woman like a queen then turn around And make her wish she was never born
A man has the power to make a woman cry with happiness and joy, then turnaround and make her cry with hurt and anger.
A man has the power to let a woman feel free and wanted, but also Feel disgusted and unworthy.
A man has the power to look a woman in her face and tell her he loves her, but turn around and sleep with her best friend.
A man has the power to make you fall in love with him within days, and hate him within minutes.
During sex a man has the power to make a woman feel like she's in heaven, and afterwards makes her feel like a whore.
A man has the power to change a woman from having goals, to living out his goals instead of her own.
Why is it that men have such power?
They have so much power, because we give it to them.
The power of a man wouldn't mean anything without a woman.
So ladies when times are hard between you and your man and you realize that he treats you bad, remember that he can only do what you allow.
Never underestimate your power because without it, you are stuck with the power of a man!!. "and don't 4get that God gave WOMEN will power and they are very near to God's heart, so let no man have dominion over you but God! from a powerful woman...
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hahaha... new look of the blog!
spent the whole night doing this.. though still haven figure out how to insert the comment link yet~ (i m s computer idiot la...) anyway, thanks to the template designer j-wen(though i don really knoe who she is, but still need to acknowledge ppl ma)...
so will try to update the changes of the template tomoro.. cos really tired now wanna sleep liao... so don get frus if u cant post any comment here yet ok?
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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feel moodless there few days...
no mood to study...
no mood to go campus...
no mood to work...
no mood to show my face in the office...
no mood to meet ppl...
no mood to social...
no mood to eat...
no mood to play...
no mood to chat...
no mood to sleep...
no mood to drive back to hometown...
no mood..........
it's time to depress at home...
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been post up few advertisement regarding the room to let at my recent place and there were few ppl interested and came to view the room instead... yet...these were some questions tat pop up during their arrival:
1. how come no parking around here?
(well, my house is jus located at the corner of the road and there ARE so many space for parking compare to other neighbours that also own more than 2 cars in 1 house... though the VIP parking space in front of our gate had been occupied! walking a few step will broke ur leg huh?)
2. how come no air con?
(wah, u tot every1 so rich can fix air con meh? i knoe there is no ceiling fan in da room, which mine also no ceiling fan wat. but i still can survive with the hottest weather with only my mini table fan, y u cant?)
3. not furnished ah? then i don wan liao...
(fine... this 1 still considerable... cos as a student most of the ppl prefer a FULLY furnished room instead of an empty 1, but there are so many ppl renting out empty room wat? wat do u expect me to give u with such CHEAP rental? bear in mind, a furnished room might increase my cost which i stil charge back to u... u willing to rent a room which cost u more than RM500??? duh~~)
4. y so noisy one?
(hello~~ u blind ah? cant see the main LDP road jus beside u ke??? wat u expect? a sound-proof room? then pay me extra RM1000 i got n fix it for u!!! u tot u staying at indah villa there not noisy meh? every morning waken up by a bunch of screaming noise at lagoon, whenever had some concert there u don even had the chance to study! everywhere in sunway are under HUGE construction wat? compare to the constant roadside vehicle noise which is a mini problem only... if u wanna a peace, stay at hotel better!)
okay~~ i knoe i m bit too harsh to mention these ppl... and the most annoying thing is some of them don even bother to view the compound, which is like... they jus coming for VISITING instead of VIEWING N CONSIDERING the room, wasted my time only... ( ya lah... i m not the kind of ppl that as free as u who can go around and visit every single room which meant to be let)...
as discussed with val, we doubt that is there any NORMAL ppl tat are interested in our place? NORMAL in term of lower requirement about the staying condition? Recall back years ago when both of us wanted to find a room as well, i settle it within half day for the whole process of looking a room... looking notice, call and view, then place deposit and went back to hometown, y cant they be like us????
students nowaday are so so high maintainance... i donno how rich u r... if u really rich then don aim my room la... our place are for NORMAL ppl, not rich gal, not bai ka lui who wan tis wan tat... u came to study, think bout the cost of ur tuition fees that may cause ur parents to save for few months, even up to years which u finished up it in 1 minutes after paying the fees.. and now they still want to burden the family with such good condition of accomodation. air con? astro? then u better go else where... my place is only for busy ppl who don even have the time for tv, social and etc etc... we r here to STUDY.. not ENJOYING! not BURDENING the family!
and now i really don understand wat kind of thinking are they having as a student.... and i don bother to figure out it... i only hope that we can get a housemate who can get well along with us and crazy together with us... we r SOT FM wat! so ppl out there, if u r interested to knoe 2 SotFM ppl, the CEO and GM, and willing to stay with us in sunway, well u r the 1 we r looking for! hahahahaha
-end of babbling-
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poor me here... home alone last weekend... no body at home accompany me oso.. somemore still sick... keep headache, fever, cold, sneezing and now start coughing like hell... uuuuuu... i need someone to take care of me now... i need a boyfren... where is HE????????????????????????
VAL n DADDY!! faster find a boyfren to take care me la... if not u r the one who need to take care me instead! i know u 2 r too buzy for ur own stuff... so faster get a guy for me!!!!
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