Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**: September 2005
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.


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Vivien @ boon who originate from a kampung in Johor, now spending her bored life in Sunway. Like to dream a lot and crazy about everything she believed to be worth it. Yet, thing that she believe always hurt her most!

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

>>>@@ 9月28日 @@<<<


终于回到家了!

昨天,大家趁校外教学,回到sunway为他庆祝。当然,也顺便给26日的我和30日的慧慧一起庆祝。吃饭在所难免,之后也到club 7 去打了3个小时的桌球(pool),玩得不亦乐乎,快乐不知时日过。就这样过了一个忙碌的一天。

可是,真的快乐吗?慧慧我是不清楚啦! 至于大佬,总觉得他似乎还有心事,但我也不方便过问太多。 我嘛。。。。和一班朋友出去玩乐当然快乐,然而一旦安静下来,“落寞”就找上我了。。。

9月28日,是大佬的生日,也是我们的纪念日。但没有你在,总觉得缺少了什么。。。尤其等不到你的祝福,深感遗憾,也无奈。。。咳~~~~~~~~~~无奈。。。。。


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 8:20 pm | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

>>>@@ My first received 21st birthday present! @@<<<


This is my first received 21st birthday present. guess from who? erm... a person who means a lot to me...






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Vien reaching out for eternity | 11:34 am | 2 Dreamz | link post
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>>>@@ Birthday messages! @@<<<


Thanks for those who sms me, called me, sent testimonial to my friendster, or msn me...

these are some interesting message i reveice from my fellow buddies from SOT FM!

zeno: happy birthdayto you, From zeno couple.. don be naughty already. try to settle down like me.. ya? don play play.. 21 already..... (as if everyone must find coulpe like him)

JIng: GM! call u so many times no pick up frus alr! happy birthday la 3 am alr i zz tmr only call u la. nitez CEO OF SOTFM (AUS DIV) - (really sorry to jing for not picking up her call.. i miss her call about 11 times.. so pai seh... somemore the next day still not manage to pick up her phone.. kena her shot gao gao later online!)

Val: wai! u ah... so ba bei liao la... ha? how dare u din pick up our phone ha? me and jingz keep calling and complaning with daddy about the post we gave u in SOT... now need to reconsider again liao ... (haha.. i really din get a chance to speack a single word before she shot this whole bunch of word to me)


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 12:16 am | 2 Dreamz | link post
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Sunday, September 25, 2005

>>>@@ 祝我生日快乐 @@<<<


演唱:温岚

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你的一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 12:18 pm | 1 Dreamz | link post
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

>>>@@ @@<<<


The Mood Swings Test
How do your moods measure up?click here

Interpretation after taking the test:
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vivien, your mood tends to swing between Sad & Exhausted.

Most of the time you feel sad. Your outlook on life tends to be negative and you are frequently plagued by feelings of dissatisfaction. You might feel depressed about the direction your life is taking. When you feel exhausted, your outlook on life tends towards the negative and is paired with an overall lack of energy, which makes it difficult for you to effect positive change.

When you experience the ups and downs of mood swings, the most important thing to remember is that you're not alone. Everyone—even the calmest individual—is liable to fly off the handle now and again.

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Am i really mood swinging?


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 2:38 pm | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

>>>@@ coming lonely birthday? @@<<<


hai~ going to be 21st soon... less than a week from now... yet, who is going to celebrate with me this year?? till now, i think no one will be myside at 00:00 26th sept 2005. y? becos i ll be at home alone singing landy's "祝我生日快乐" haha... anyway, hope there is some miracle happen jus after the time pass on 12am...

wish me happy birthday! and hope to receive ur greeting as well... even a little sms is good enuff for me.... thanks ya... hahaha


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 11:45 am | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

>>>@@ 九月的回忆 @@<<<


18岁的九月,我们开始拥有美好回忆。

19岁的九月,甜密净在不言中。。。

20岁的九月,少了你在身边,依然有三五知己伴我渡过。。。

21岁的九月,没有你,竟觉得遗憾,还有点失落。。。

希望在21岁生日的夜晚,能听到你一声问候,那已经很满足了。。。


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 6:18 pm | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Monday, September 12, 2005

>>>@@ 比较。。。 @@<<<


总是不经意的把你和别人比较。

比别人好

比别人高

比别人体谅

比别人体贴

比别人更了解我

比别人更加迁就我

相比之下,竟发现你总是什么都比别人好。

为什么当初我这么傻,没发现你的好?

还忍心伤害你。。。

现在后悔,以为时已晚了吗?


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 3:17 am | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

>>>@@ 在等待中学习! @@<<<


在等到的过程中,

学会了思念

学会了期待

学会了独立

学会了放纵自己

学会了没有你的陪伴

也学会了过自己的生活

然而,却怎么也学不会放弃等待你回来的机会。。。


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 2:02 am | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Friday, September 09, 2005

>>>@@ 不解。。。 @@<<<


忙 忙 忙。。。

累 累 累。。。

睡眠不足;

精神不济;

心不在焉;

赶功课,不上课;

不解。。。

这么辛苦,为的又是什么?

除了一纸文凭,什么都不是。。。。

无奈。。。。。

zzzzzzzzzzz


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 4:50 am | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

>>>@@ waiting for miracle? @@<<<


less than 3 weeks time, y u still not yet appear in front of me? too busy? or u really forget me? pls... i wan to see u... i wanna celebrate my most important day in my life with u... pls.. don put me aside.. u know i m waiting rite? waiting for a miracle...


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 1:22 pm | 0 Dreamz | link post
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Friday, September 02, 2005

>>>@@ heineken and headache @@<<<


A can of Heineken

Keep my headache away....


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Vien reaching out for eternity | 2:25 pm | 0 Dreamz | link post
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