Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**
我爱做梦, 也爱幻想, 且让文字代替言语把梦表达出来!
I like dreaming, cause dreaming can make you mine!
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.
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Goodbye my dear...
After 6.5 years of sticking together, now you are on the plane to ur better future destination... I will miss you very very much...and wish u all the best. take care.
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GOOD MORNING~~~
ops.. all right i know most of the people are dating with mr chow at this moment... and me, who likes to date him on the unusual time when others finish dating with him, sitting here writing nothing here... haha...
ok... just some update since my last post.
there are lots of changes recently...especially after the promotion... of course, the good site, my income has increase (for sure) but on the other side, my workload seem increase dramatically... even ppl around me can feel that i had underwent lot of pressure and stress moment all the time, always mumbling on my own like a psychic (well i know i m a sot (crazy) ppl... wuahahaha)
and FINALLY, i get my leave approved... tomoro i shall be back to my HOME (there is just a motel home for me now...) truely speaking, i never miss my home since i left there 7 years ago. (how weird m i?) and i even had a phobia to back there sometime, ppl who closed to me, shall know i had a emotional period each time prior departure back to johor. even my doctor did ask me what is the underlying reason of avoiding home? i cant say, it just be that... HOWEVER... once i back there, i can totally become another kind... kind of a good, obedient yet trouble making person (well, i m the one who always create crisis issue with my family members all the time)and none of the visit shall missed any arguement, especially with my dad. i donno why, maybe this is the way we communicate. --- end of topic, i don feel like talk too much about unhappy thing...
yet, there is another matter makes me emotional recently... my lovely one, who been staying with me together for the past 5 years, had left and leaving here soon...i donno how to decribe the feel.. since her leaving for 2 weeks, it seem like nothing much change in my life, but there DO. at this moment, i always think, IF she still here ,where shall we had our dinner? what will we do during offday, chitchating all topic without begining or ending.. etc etc... and i do start planing for new life, eg, i start to join majority of the company activities, hanging out more with colleagues (oh ya... i m starting my sports session soon, more exercise better) and i start to have blind chat with strangers (mostly online) blar blar blar.... i think it's time to grow up, grow with more mature thinking and act like an adult. though i don feel like growing up, the reality doesn't allow us to do so... like my doctor told me--"you are keen to your comfort zone and doesn't want to explore. You shouldn't stay in your conform zone, go out and meet more frens and see more things". ya.. i should... especially when i m left alone here now...
so? let's face the challenge, you have a new world waiting you out there, and me, there is a new style of life (whether good or bad) for me... let's make it thru..
dear VS, good luck and take care.
dear DT, good luck and hope there are still connection between us.
- end of blind typing- (i really donno what had i type, just ignore if you don understand)
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