Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**: November 2006
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.


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Vivien @ boon who originate from a kampung in Johor, now spending her bored life in Sunway. Like to dream a lot and crazy about everything she believed to be worth it. Yet, thing that she believe always hurt her most!

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Thursday, November 30, 2006

>>>@@ congratulation myself @@<<<


congratulation to me...

first, i pass medical micro with a distinction... hahaha... mean i m graduated d... yeah~

next, i had a interview hours ago, and i m employed straight after the interview... yeah~

well, this is my first application for job and my first interview for my life... wake up bit late, loss in the way to the office, spend me 15 minutes more to lepak around jus to find the way there, and i reach the company 11am sharp as appointment made. so... wait there for interviewer, then met with 2 interviewer, asking me questions that i din expected, and i answer not really good, at least they can understand.. haha... then the boss came, and ask me to do a personality test which according to the interviewer, not everyone required to do the test... at that moment, i had a feeling that i m 50% success to the way... then? done the test, check the result, and here come the boss to interview me... and the essential part is that he told me team work is important in my job scope, and :"attitude make a better man;.. mean they don really care bout how ur qualification, and etc etc... and finally, after 1 and a half hours sitting there, i am employed and start working TOMORO...

anyway, still worry whether the job really suit me... jus see how tomoro first day work goes on. keep in view la... haha

p/s: dear housemate, mathattern fish market is sure for u! but don tell other... ahha


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Saturday, November 25, 2006

>>>@@ wat a birthday party! @@<<<


alright! tat's a birthday party.. instead of a family gathering, that was much likely to be a BIG FAMILY meeting~ though some of them are non-member...

was celebrating my dad's 50th birthday days ago... as the organiser, i was so so piss off of serving those guest, especially when i don even had a guest list or have any idea of who is attending... and when i saw the guest, i really really don feel like serving... really....

during tat night, i was extremely tired after busy for the whole day doing other stuff and working overtime.. which make me rush to the restaurant straight after off work and don even had the time to take a bath.... so? when i reach there, i been waiting for half an hour sitting in the car napping as no 1 had reach.... ok... finally guests started coming.. and? the first car and ppl appeared within my vision is those who i dislike the most... and... my mood was drastically change into moodless.... (i donno how to describe la...) okok.. watever... then of course i m not the one who going to serve them la.. since my mum oledi rush to them like a bee meet the honey....

oh ya.. i haven tell u how many ppls were celebrating his birthday... initially, my aunt( sponser) n i only expect own family members includes familes of 3 others sibblings and my cousin sisters' family, and few close fren of my dad... which only covered for 3 tables... small gathering wat.... then? the next day turn up my dad invite another 3 tables ppl, which need 6 tables d wor... nevermind.. as long as he happy.... then finally i need to confirm with the restaurant about the dinner, my dad told me tat altogether need 8 tables plus one reserved... walao.... really big face lor... fine.. go book

finally dinner started, then ppls started order me to do this do tat.. especially my cousins keep conplaining this complaining tat... pls la... i m not the boss ok... ask me oso no use... wtk... the only way to escape was hide in the corner where no1 see me.. haha.. and finally the dished served and there i finally sit down.. then only i realise a very very weird situation, which none of a single table consists of a complete member of any family members... for eg. my parents and my elder brothers at 1 table, my younger brother at the other and me at another... then my aunt with her fren while her daughters with other cousins etc etc....i wonder how the ppl think bout us... (how come one family not sitting together??) watever.. no time to care tat d... cos tat moment i oledi so so piss off and getting angry and... started drinking.. here come to the main story...

my first glass of redwine (12% alcohol) was empty in 30 seconds before dinner served... mean i drank with an empty stomach.... then continuos, i been drinking n drinking till the end, i think i had at least finish 2 bottles of red wine with different brand, which make me drunk.. and i started mumbling bullshit in front of my fren... luckily tat time the guests oledi leave... and i manage to handle the birthday song and distribute cake under half drunk situation (tat moment i really cant stand probably d.. but still can hold the knife n prepare 2 big cake for the guest while my cousin sisters help me for another 2) and finally finish off those fussy thing, my fren finally come to me for drink and result in i cant drive home... my parents were drunk as well.. so i don think they really get what i talk when i drunk... haha... and back home, i still manage to take bath, brush teeth and wash face b4 pengsan... thanks to my fren who watching me till bed...

then the next day, went to Kuantan one day trip.... jus for the sake of accompany my fren to fetch her brother back.... in the car, the one who make me drunk keep laughing me about the nite b4... watever... at least i din reach the worst senario where i need some1 to carry me back! haha... ok... kuantan trip was so so so tired... and i din really had a play la.. jus go there, had lunch and a dinner (birthday dinner again) and back home.. tat's all... anyway, at least had a chance to slip out from my parents and aunt's questioning bout the drunken night... so nth to worry now...

so? now busy doing preparation for my company's coming seminar.. which really one leg kicking... no body is helping me... and i wonder i can complete all stuff by next tuesday b4 i back to sunway or not... if not may need to come back again after my interview... donno la... will see how la...

wish me luck la...


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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

>>>@@ drama day~ @@<<<


today happened lot of thing... happy and sad cham cham...

first, heard some sad things about the family, bout parents, and their sibbling relationship.. oh ya.. plan to celebrate my dad's 50th birthday on 24th one.. mana tau he NOT FREE wor.. say wanna go kl (sure go for amway la! ) so mai pre-celebrate for him on 23th lor.. and take this as a chance to 和解 family conflict lor... hope this work la.. and nth incident happen tat nite! pray for me...

then? went to had a hair-do... a lengchai help me do oh... so happy... hahaha.. watever la... the most important and meaningful is tat i receive a call for interview d... so lucky.. this must thanks to evon who lend me her resume as references and valerie who keep persue me to send resume out... so here it comes and hope the interview go smooth as i wish la...

so? i going back to sunway next week lor... by 29th nov la... so anything jus wait me back there then can enjoy la.. haha


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Friday, November 17, 2006

>>>@@ healthy lifestyle~ @@<<<


wow~ suprisingly, i slept at 11.30PM last nite after driving 3 hours non-stop journey back to johor home at afternoon though wake up at 9AM tat morning... then? i wake up 6.45AM this morning, thinking nothing to do, then sleep back again, but stil wake up at 7.30 AM again... then? wake my colleague up to have breakfast with me la... but wait till 9 AM only she reply me... let me wait for hours long staving... hai~
then after makan, went to visit my dearest babies - my niece and nephew... bring along the toys i bought b4, stop by and play with them for hours more...

see, these are my niece n nephew.. the brother and sister...















See he so so excited when getting the Barney soft toy who singing "i love u, u love me, we r 1 big fa-mi-ly......" and he start singing along with the tone as well...















oppositely, the niece gave me back the doggy soft toy which speak "I LUV U" ~ hai~ then she started cry so my uncle bring her out for a ride, so did take her photo much oso....















He still care bout the barney toy more although had took his sis's doggy toy as wel...















Me and little kian kian~ happily still holding his Barney...















Finally he get both the barney and doggy... so happy huh?















and later i had a phone call from their mother, who thank me for the present, said that the kids aren't wanna leave the toys at all.. haha.. so next time need to buy some more realistic thing for them instead jus toy.. haha

after playing with the kids, went to office had a reflextology massage add-on body massage... shock! then? had a mini meeting with my boss cos she not free today, so went lepak another while b4 heading back for dinner... after dinner, bath, then went out yam cha again... but now oledi start feeling tired... and back home by 11pm and now sitting in front of computer reporting this healthly normal lifestyle and later going to bed soon cos tomoro need to wake up at 7.30AM for a 2 days training course... at first think of going alone then can find fren yam cha after the meeting then today get to know i need to drive another colleague together, so plan ruin again.. sien~ watever... jus hope tat this 2 days course can go smooths as i wish.. and there will be no follow up course to be.. so no need to worry later cant go back sunway d... wuahahaha

ok.. tat's all for today healthy report... to be healthier, now i going to bed d... good nite!


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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

>>>@@ finally~ @@<<<


finally i complete my resume and sent my first job application out! i know i may not really in rush on hunting a job, but jus try my luck on this first application.. since i don really wanna go back johor and do nothing or too busy on something, job hunting being my excuse on staying back in sunway.. but the rest of application may reserved till i finish packaging my self and had a more pleasant looking passport photo! haha.. my previous photo was damn sick looking la.. wonder whether the company will considered me or not leh? watever...

Though~ today been ordered to go back by friday night.. don misunderstood, not my mum nor my dad are ordering me back.. is my boss.. haha.. cos i need to attend a goverment required training session which may took me a total of 350 hours in the following months..oh the course only held during weekend i think, so it may took me months to complete.. which mean? i may not able to enjoy my every single weekend from next week onward... OMG... and the chritmas dinner how? sorry jing.. maybe i will absent then... but i will try to avoid it ok?

jus finish attending 3rd year research presentation, well.. yin yin may be nervous, or really not well prepare.. jus hope tat she really satisfy what she had done from she expected had done.

waiting my dearest housemate finish her lab work, then? back home or rush to my daddy's place to get the latest hk drama episode gua.. actually watching the "forentic heros". along with it, enjoying seeing so many familiar stuff showing in the drama.. the anatomical stuff, pcr and other molecular stuff.. so impressive bout tat.. though donno that really happen in hk or not.. hahha.. well, jus finish episode 20 last nite.. the rest still with kian, so need to wait him finish then only my turn.. luckily din let daddy watch first.. or else sure need to wait longer time... oh ya.. actually i spent 2 night finish those 20 episode... geng leh... hahaha


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Friday, November 10, 2006

>>>@@ MIC3802 Paper 2 @@<<<


FUCk Fuck FUCKKKKKKKKKK!

thanks to michelle, make me realise tat i made a BIG BIG BIG mistake during the 1 hour exam... tat is i mixed up the COMMUNITY-ACQUIRED pneumonia with IMMUNOCOMPROMISED pneumonia! wtk! now i definetely lost 10 marks out of 55 marks there d...
then? she come out past year questions, 2 leh! but still not confident to score well... don wanna talk bout the paper d.. make me sad only!

anyway hope tat can pass this paper la...then only got hope to pass the subject ma... then only can graduate! hai~
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still donno when to go back hometown.. mum is calling me back yet i still don have the mood to go back to the hellish home where i will bcome a cold-blooded-black-heart-super-duber-robot!


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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

>>>@@ MIC3802 paper 1~ @@<<<


finished my medical microbiology paper 1 exam 15 minutes ago.. and once switch on my phone, see 2 miss call from my dearly fucking housemate who sent another sms scolding me PIG! huh!

okok... i think some of u is worry bout my paper rite.. here is the analysis of the paper during the exam~

8.30am - i almost late for the entrance... cos i 'lan lek' walk thru the sunway library entrance think to walk across to the monash exit de.. mana tau the library haven open.. lunckily the librarian open the door for me.. or else really fucking late d... so this incident make me nervous when i saw nobody in front of mph - mean every1 is sitting inside d la...

8.35am - "U have now 10 minutes reading time" i pray before flip thru the paper... first in my sight is SYPHILIS ! yeah! at least i got study~~~ then browse thru the question...

question 1: (started at 9.20am)
discuss about the following againt microbial infection:
a. macrophage
b. inflammation
c. interferon

er... not really know wat inflammation is edi.. cos val say i like inflammation al ot but asking me don keep thinking of inflammation.. mana tau? now really come out inflammation... for macrophages and interferon still can answer la...

question 2: about dengki fever, which i din study~ OMG... cham liao... pass!

question 3: (started at 8.45am)
(i) trimethoprim and sulphonamide! mode of mechanism and examples:
ok.. the mode of action still ok, but the example of infection then use this treamtment i not sure... jus simply say the most common disease which is UTI tat the only infection that i confirm as the treatment.

(ii) discuss live vaccine and killed vaccine. give 2 examples of each!
一分耕耘,finally 有一分收获!this chapter i study so many time n now finally come out.. though it is only 1/3 of the question, wat i writen in should be enuff to get the 1/3 mark gua... hope so lor...

(iii)discuss the side effect of vaccination
er... actually when proceed to this part oledi exceed the planing time for anwser 1 question. so in order to have time to answer the rest, this part i simply write... very short lor.. hope still can get some mark

next! question 4:
discuss Entameoeba histolytica in:
a. pathogenesis and clinial features
b. list another organism which is similar to this organism?
c. the laboratory diagnosis for both organism
d. preventive measure

ok... actually i left this question as my fourth choice, which i start doing at 10.15am...but? i start doing the first part, pathogenesis... really cant recalled back all the life cycle bout the oocyst and trophozoite, then the second part i cant remember the organism for cryptospirodiosis... i know the disease but the FULL NAME i forget d.. is Cryptosporiosis parvum? or Cryptosporiodia parvum??? donno la.. playing match word for few seconds.. then i give out d... left 25 minutes for my last bet!

question 5:
Discuss syphilis in the following:
a. etiology agent
b. clinical features and pathogenesis
c. laboratory diagnosis
d. treatment
ok.. this question i started doing at 9.45am... and really forgot wat had i write cos these sheet consider the most wordy among all the answer sheet d... though still not confident to score afterall... and i now i not sure whether the part D got ask prevention or not.. which i really din mention in the answer... walao....

and finally question 6:
encephalitis and genetal herpes caused by HSV-1 and HSV-2
1. Discuss the clinical feature of encephalitis and genital herpes
2. discuss the laboratory diagnosis for both encephalitis and genital herpes includes
a. specimen to collect
b. lab test to performed
3. wat antiviral drug will be use? wat are the mode of resistant by HSV to these antiviral drug?

ok... actually this is the exact same question that came out last year.. and cause me screw up again.. though i got study HSV and was hoping it come out... yet when i was this, i really hesitate whether to take it or leave it.. who know, my last choice of entameoba make me to choose this HSV, without any hesitation cos no time to think and draft d... so jus simply bang the answer lor
the clinical feature simply bang few lines,
laboratory test still ok.. though donno correct or not..
and the antiviral i only know acyclovir is using, but i din study anything about the mode of resistant about this drug.. so? tat part give out la.. but still got writing some thing like mutation of gene la... blar blar blar la...

well.. tat's all of the questions and my reaction... so actually wat had written in the previous answer sheet is not proofread b4 submit.. cos langsung really no time to check d... so hope tat i din left out any BIG POINT there la...

tat's all for PAPER 1... paper 2 will be update on friday after i finish the paper!

BLESS ME!

ps: opps, overall i still alive here writing these bullshit.. so today is not my death day...hahaha


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