Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**
我爱做梦, 也爱幻想, 且让文字代替言语把梦表达出来!
I like dreaming, cause dreaming can make you mine!
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.
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haha... did u see anything weird?
ya! if din see probably, the anyone enter the room will jus straight rolling on the matress there without noticing any abnormality. anyway, there is a HAND appear there.. guess who? cant imagine someone can sleep at such position! (though mine is even worst i think!) haha.. actually jus simply post it on to remind the other CEO tat how we sleep with the light on! haha... so next time u come back don simply ROLL on the matress oh...!
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繁忙的功课终于告一段落，也该是时候结束一些烦恼了。 想问个明白， 没有勇气。。。 决定见你，又怕面对。。。 即使克服了，也担心你不来见我。。。 那，事情就永远解决不了。。。 而我也就始终无法放下！ 谁来告诉我该怎么办？
read jing's blog then link to jenghan's few days later regarding the lunch topic and now i face a similar situation!
Was it jus a yam cha? or It was jus a yam cha?
ya.. i know i kinda "beh song" last nite... not bcos i hate u, not bcos i don like u... jus b cos i was too tired to act friendly and the main reason was that u never wanna make IT clear to me!!!
wat r u thinking?
a short sentence tat said u r STILL SINGLE mean wats? i still need to WAIT?
NO WAY!! really no way of keep continue blind waiting now... i got to move forward... not keep looking backward. if u wan me, then come n get me by watever way u can think! there is no free lunch anymore for u!!!
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ya.. exam timetable is out! and here is the schedule:
08.06.2006 1.30pm ---> Principles of Pharmacology (3 hours paper)
13.06.2006 8.30am ---> Essentials of Pathology (3 hours paper)
19.06.2006 1.30pm ---> Molecular Biology and Biotechnology (3 hours paper)
wat a beautiful timetable tat i ever get since i study in monash! from the past, every time the timetable are damn stupid, either all subject cramp in a week, or separate all subject into a MONTH!
and now this is perfect.. good enuff to had a few hours.. (maybe a nite) break b4 heading to the next paper.... and today oledi 24 april... still got...er.....about 5 weeks plus to go... and i still got tons of works queue up to rush... let's see it:
27.04.2006 (this thursday) ---> Pharmacology midterm test (10%)
2.05.2006 ---> MBB lab reports due (full report which cramp 6 weeks lab into 8 pages!)
2.05.2006 --> another pharmacology lab report!
5.05.2006 ---> MBB lab test
the following week? still not marked down the date as we starting parasitology class in advance that the lab reports are going to make us crazy! together with the clinical chemistry test (which i haven attend any class yet cos our beloved auntie ton make the class start at 7.55am) nevermind the parasitology test soon after tat....
then?
15.05.2006 ---> pharmacology group presentation (subject to change)
22.05.2006 ---> MBB assignment 2 due (which he haven post anything bout tat yet)
then? obviously it's almost time to hand in the other 2 mbb lab report... and jus after finishing all assessment work, it reach the time for the final exam!!!!!!
where on earth to get the extra time to study??? (though i know i always the last minutes study person)
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ya.. it's time to have changes.. at least a bit of changes is good wat...
haha... watever.. jus a bit change... nth much important oso... jus ignore me la... jus too lazy to do reports then write these bull shit here...
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went back this afternoon tumpang kian's car to pudu. once get down the car at the road site, damn! spot by a pakcik! keep asking me where to go... initially i tot he was one of the fellow who sales ticket, then nvm lo. tell him wanna ticket to johor. then he started ask from counter to counter, the somemore need to bring me to the main counters above the platform there, then i realise sth weird, so told him don need that i can find the ticket my self, who know he still following me, leading me counter to counter to find my ticket back to YONG PENG! donno y now seldom got bus back yong peng anymore, which make me so so so difficult and FINALLY get a ticket at the price of RM30!!! (normally the most expensive ever only cost me RM22!!) fuck! ok, nvm.. at least got seat! then the pakcik somemore wanna lead me to the platform then i say no need i wanna buy something, then thanks him la... mana tau? he ask me for tea tip!!! TEA TIPS!!! for jus walking with me a few minutes n now wanna TIPS! WTF!!! then i ask him how much, i heard he say RM4 la... but tat time i left only a RM10 and 2 RM 1 in my pocket...so wat can do? he insists of wanna more, so let him take my RM10 away... hai~
y nowaday the pakcik so easy to find money ha? jus wait at the road site then spot some1 then jus following him/her pretending helping to buy ticket then got RM10 for tips oledi... nth much to do yet earn so easy!!!
the worst thing was, when i finally get down the plat form, found tat i still need to walk all the way out to the road site again, then wait again till i finish my cigi oso haven appear! the sky was black i was so so worry i will be wet! finally the BUS coming... eh?? wat?? BUS SEKOLAH!!! yea~ is school bus! RM30 for a school bus! nvm... at least i get in the car before the rain pour on me.... then? wait another half hours till the bus finally started. ok... after tat still consider normal till when we stop by at melaka, n the bus suddenly like having steam.~~ waliao yeh.... enjine boiled... better don be anything happened! i wanna go home...
luckily the driver manage to handle it.. then i take the chance to confirm with them of my destination, then only know they are NOT PLANNING to stop at yong peng!! waliao... nvm... persude them, and finally get success to make them drop me there wherever they convenient (n i do really prepare to walk along the main road back to the tol on my own instead of expecting them to drive in!) at least they are KIND, or maybe they are hungry so lastly drop me at usualy medan selera which express bus normally stop by!
by the time i reach home, i oledi hungry till donno how to eat liao... but mum's cooking still the best among all... haha feel satisfied for having a good meal tat repay the unwanted suffer throughout the day!
and the moral of the story!
NEVER TAKE BUS ON PUBLIC HOLIDAY IF POSSIBLE!!!
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well, was alone at home last nite, depressing, waiting, or watever since i met him!
was being a bit crazy (ok.. is super crazy!) n hyperactive those days till the shui yong 二 小 姐eventually called our daddy aka shui yong lou dao to come and slap wake me... hoho.. end up we had another super early yam cha..
throughout the yam cha, we chat a lot, n daddy did give me some advice, somemore almost make me cry, yet the crying gene was chased away once we get into the car... nvm... back home create the mood again... but fail...~
tot several ways to make myself realise the emotion beneath the heart yet not really worked! additional assignments and test oso divert the concentration to study... n finally reach the day! The DAY to face my past!
yet, he din showed up oso, except the phone call that i eventually hang up without asking my doubt cos i m enjoying my clubbing nite with fellows monashian ma..... till later nite when makan at alor with daddy and mummy, mum told me don be fool, jus ignore him and don ever give any chance anymore...
last nite alone at home, think back the words told by mum, the receive 二 小 姐's sms asking me "guai guai at home or drive my car to somewhere"! at that moment, i almost cry out.. there are so many ppl around me showed their concern, y do i need to bother him who din ever concern about me? think till here, finally mind clear~
ya! i should try to find someone who really concern me, not the one like him who never bother... y on earth need such guy? rite?
so, thanks for shui yong family's supports and tolerate bout my crazy emotional stupid attitudes.
daddy- thanks for making me laugh
mummy - thanks for the advice
sis - thanks for supporting me and tolerate me...
i will try to back normal asap... don worry i ll alright soon!
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ya... it's time oledi...
mel aka mummy is rite..." guys always act bitcher...when he know u still love him and still single , he will come n kacau u once a while then dissapear again for sometime..." and this is jus exactly wat had happened on me...
so.. final decision! wake up n face ur problem then erase all feeling on him then FIND ANOTHER ONE...
guys out there! whoever fulfill the requirement below please leave a msg here o!
age: no preference (as long as don be too old for me)
height: above 165cm
weight: max 75kg
status: of course single n available!
career: no preference... as long as can afford himself
the 5 C: cash, car, carreer, caring and convenient!! haha
*any other requirement may be update from time to time!
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yoyo! finally finish the last class before the 1 week term break... release? don think so... still have tons of homeworks and test waiting there to torture us... ya... mbb full reports, pharmaco lab reports, and pharmaco test right after the break... where got time to rest? i need to recharge la... how?
still not sure when to go back hometown as there is another place that never let me rest... stay back or leave doesn't make any different... the only different is jus tat staying here got more freedom than at home... at least i still have my little lovely balcony to enjoy! hohoho....
anyway, to all monash students, happy holiday~
p/s: look forward for tonite outgoing~ kekekeke...
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been slept for 16 hours++ yesterday (4 am the nite b4 till 8pm last nite)...
been a coward throughout the day.. don wish to accept the truth! (or maybe only me prediction!!) sleeping pull me away from reality.. but still not enuff...
finally WAKE UP.. but still prone to stick on the bed... roommate and housemate oledi beh tahan liao... one pull me out from the bed made me fall down from the bed... the other lagi geng, called my daddy to scold me... then end up yam chaing at iskandar early in the midnite 1am... hehe
jus arrive there, both of us (the 2 sot gals) oledi get attention from 3 uncle from another table.. i think their mind should be thinking such "this 2 crazy gals come out at such crazy time and make such crazy stuff (both of us keep laughing none stop) and actually i m the one who really laughing and mumbling throughout the nite like a mad women...
ya... siao liao! almost need psychiatric treatments another day....(tat's wat daddy n val suggested la...) but i rather find someone for me to punch and bite! a bit psyco liao... kekekeke....
watever la.. jus be myself... don care psycho or normal... since no one will care oso...
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三小时的相聚
还是一样的脸庞
还是一样的笑声
还是一样的温柔
还是一样的调皮
还是一样的车
还是一样的音乐
可还是一样的你吗？？
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finally submitted the 2 major assignments due today - MBB and Pharmacology...
wake up so sacarstically this morning and rush to computer lab jus wanna to print the stupid assignment out and rush to the mbb class then only walk down all the way from 4th floor to LG jus to dump those stupid papers into the little pigeon box near the lab.
think last nite was a little ridiculous on doing assignment... proofread a bit this morning during lecture and found tat there was 2 FIGURE 3 which i din notice when doing the essay!. ESSAY but i had a CONCLUSION subtitle at the end of it... so blur... end up corrected the figure with another FIGURE 3a and liquid erase the CONCLUSION words there then submite without further reading... hai~ pity dr.kan need to read those messy essay of mine... hehe...
though now sitting at the com lab, yet the brain still blur... mind floating around... like a zombie? nop... more like a spirit, like casper the friendly ghost? like this?
watever.... now waiting my mate come back from seeing her god-mother aka scary dr. stacey (scary only for me) then go home roll on my bed... wondering can sleep or not.. over stress cause imsonia sometime...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~~~~
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headache~ headache~
头痛~头痛~
panadol, upharmol650 all useless...
7 days left, my assignment not complete yet... not even 1 completed...
headache make things worst.. how to do work with a pain head?
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