Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**: thanks to members of shui yong family~
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.


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Vivien @ boon who originate from a kampung in Johor, now spending her bored life in Sunway. Like to dream a lot and crazy about everything she believed to be worth it. Yet, thing that she believe always hurt her most!

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Sunday, April 16, 2006

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well, was alone at home last nite, depressing, waiting, or watever since i met him!

was being a bit crazy (ok.. is super crazy!) n hyperactive those days till the shui yong 二 小 姐eventually called our daddy aka shui yong lou dao to come and slap wake me... hoho.. end up we had another super early yam cha..

throughout the yam cha, we chat a lot, n daddy did give me some advice, somemore almost make me cry, yet the crying gene was chased away once we get into the car... nvm... back home create the mood again... but fail...~

tot several ways to make myself realise the emotion beneath the heart yet not really worked! additional assignments and test oso divert the concentration to study... n finally reach the day! The DAY to face my past!

yet, he din showed up oso, except the phone call that i eventually hang up without asking my doubt cos i m enjoying my clubbing nite with fellows monashian ma..... till later nite when makan at alor with daddy and mummy, mum told me don be fool, jus ignore him and don ever give any chance anymore...

last nite alone at home, think back the words told by mum, the receive 二 小 姐's sms asking me "guai guai at home or drive my car to somewhere"! at that moment, i almost cry out.. there are so many ppl around me showed their concern, y do i need to bother him who din ever concern about me? think till here, finally mind clear~

ya! i should try to find someone who really concern me, not the one like him who never bother... y on earth need such guy? rite?

so, thanks for shui yong family's supports and tolerate bout my crazy emotional stupid attitudes.

daddy- thanks for making me laugh
mummy - thanks for the advice
sis - thanks for supporting me and tolerate me...

i will try to back normal asap... don worry i ll alright soon!


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