Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**
我爱做梦, 也爱幻想, 且让文字代替言语把梦表达出来!
I like dreaming, cause dreaming can make you mine!
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.
!about me
Vivien @ boon who originate from a kampung in Johor, now spending her bored life in Sunway.
Like to dream a lot and crazy about everything she believed to be worth it. Yet, thing that she believe always hurt her most!
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
been chatting with one of my best buddies during secondary school and had keep close touch during pre-u and early of my uni life... jus tat uni life had exposed me to wider social circle, then less contact with her... and now she blame me for not entertaining her and din treat her as ji mui" jus becos i don wanna share my problem with her!
well.. when we were few years younger, we tend to share sth with frens... especially when one faced some terrible trouble or getting upset, we tend to get someone beside... but when growth, i realise tat sharing something unhappy to the other person would not end up become happy after u tell them. instead, it may happened tat u grab another ppl to share ur unhappiness, which make another ppl unhappy or worry, which i don wanna this to happen... so i started to keep everything myself... none of them knoe wat i think... even though my family oso not a good 1 to be shared.. NONE!
m i too childish? or jus tat she is not mature enuff to understand my situation?
dear, best fren doesn't mean i need to tell u everything... doesn't mean tat i must chat with u everyday once i say u online... does't mean tat i must see u or meet u or call u when i free... sometime we do need some own space.. to be alone... i like to be alone... then i can think a lot.. think wat had i done, wat i haven accomplish.. wat is my next step etc etc... and doesn't mean tat when i got problem i must see u and share with u...
i know u r living happily now... having a lovely family, lovely boyfren and your lovely mitsu (a dog),and graduating soon and start ur new phase of ur life soon... everything going well for sure...tat's y i don wanna tell u something tat may make u unhappy... when u got problem u share with me, doesn't mean tat i must do the same thing to u... not i different pulak... jus tat i don wanna trouble u.. jus tat! hope u can understand wat i mean (if u happen to read this)!
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Vien reaching out for eternity | 12:52 am
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