Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**: fed up!
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.


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Vivien @ boon who originate from a kampung in Johor, now spending her bored life in Sunway. Like to dream a lot and crazy about everything she believed to be worth it. Yet, thing that she believe always hurt her most!

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

>>>@@ fed up! @@<<<


straightly speaking! i m so fucking fed up with my home d! i don really feel like staying at this home any minute more.... so far i spent less than two hours in da house at night b4 my parents slept.. i found that i hardly can communicate well with my mum... especially when it comes to financial topic and career topic... y? i donno... and i don like her suspicious habit, and her imagination.. keep thinking tat i doing sth the offence her will.. or watever! like jus now, i jus only oppose her opinion regarding "being a middle age man is hard to find a new job" topic, then? i donno where she had think of... and end up breaking her anger to my brothers... and the angers of course turn back to me (from my brother la)... anger cycle?

n there is nothing better for my dad oso... i cant really talk to him more than 15 minutes, cos his speech will automatically turn to those "amway" style and talk like a sales man again... which i truly annoyed by it... i cant even had a peace dinner with them at all... tat's y i so hate those MLM ppl.... fucking MLM!

luckily i had plan to go back to sunway after another 12 hours... wuahahaha.. no eye see! better run away than staying here... as expected, i stil haven settle my financial problem with my mum, haven settle the job problem with my aunt, yet, it turns out better than expected, at least i still had sth to do, but not tat tough as b4... haha...

as conclusion, i so fed up of being come back HOME... this is not my home anymore... it feel like a hotel which i come back n sleep for few night once in a while... so ppl, don ask me when i going back hometown... i wont feel like coming back unless i got sth important to settle down here...


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