Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**
我爱做梦, 也爱幻想, 且让文字代替言语把梦表达出来!
I like dreaming, cause dreaming can make you mine!
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, Sorry I just couldn't help myself,
I fell in love with you.
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lots of uncertainty in my mind recently...
when to completely move into my new paradise?
when to back to the hell home to deal with the family conflict?
when to settle the bgr problem?
when to settle all career problem?
how to get over my study?
how to live the life i like?
how to earn more money to satisfy my needs and wants?
how to.....?
how to..... etc etc etc?????/
watever.... let time to teach me how to do!
when it's time, u will know the wat should do next!
and now? it's time to back home to pack something to my new place.. or jus back home and sleep again!
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ya.. it's kinda bored actually... finally finish exam, though everyone are so exciting about their coming degree graduation, yet i still need to stay for another semester to see my lovely Dr Stacey for that fucking medical microbiology which i failed last year. hai~
both CEO had post their some sort of farewell thanking speech in their blogs, yet i still had that kind of feeling (YA i m COLD-BLOOD i knoe). wat is in my mind is my new staying place!
yeah! new place n new room... but how to move in is a big problem in my mind at the moment. i need to clean it my own, planing all the furnished problems, finding new housemate (whoever wanna stay with 2 sot gals pls contact me)... and blar blar blar.. and how to get the money from my parents, how to explain to them and etc etc etc...
next thing in the mind is: should i work or jus enjoy my final sem time, goyang goyang around only... will it affect my study (cos i m really a workaholic once i get into it, especially family business tat i m working for!)
and now? actually helping val to print out her final presentation slides n going to discuss with her later at the balcony. n...? hehehe... those sot fm member should know wat we r going to do out there! so ciao!
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忙 的 時 候 ， 想 要 休 息 ；
渡假 的 時 候 ， 想 到 未 來 。
窮的 時 候 ， 渴 望 富 有 ；
生活 安 逸 了 ， 怕 幸 福 不 能 長 久 。
該決 定 的 時 候 ， 擔 心 結 果 不 如 預 期 ；
看明 白 了 ， 後 悔 當 初 沒 有 下 定 決 心 。
不屬 於 自 己 的 ， 常 常 心 存 慾 望 ；
握在 手 裡 了 ， 又 懷 念 未 擁 有 前 的輕 鬆 。
生命 若 不 是 現 在 ，那 是 何 時 ？
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喜歡下雨，因為你不會知道我流淚....
喜歡發呆....因為你不會知道我想你....
喜歡孤單....因為你不會發現我愛你....
喜歡在你身邊....因為你是我快樂的唯一因素 ...
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all right i knoe it sounds a bit funny, but the fact tat we (me n val) had kena disturb by a LITTLE grasshopper for the whole hours this early morning jus before we plan to sleep.
actually the MR grasshopper (i donno its gender actually) had fly in our living room when i was study there de, then my dearly housemate kacau kacau it then it fly into my room... (nobody bother it at tat time)
then finally surrender from study, back to room preparing to sleep, the heard one sound, n i go check beneath my bed, n..? it hop out and start flying around the room, n made me n val shock immediately. then we try to play hide n seek with the LITTLE grasshopper.. and none of us can really sleep peacefully before we get rid out it!
searching for bout 10 minutes, din see anything, we tot tat it fly out the balcony, so end of excitement. went to had another ML, back to room n confirm with val tat no any movement of foreign particle in the room, then i close the door n heard 'tit', OMG... "val, i found its location! its still here....!!!!!"
then both of us start chasing and shouting again.. i bet our housemate had a nightmare last nite... then finally we used insect repellent spray it, but i doubt the repellent do not contain any anticholineterase tat cannot kill the grasshopper de? hai~ so we end up pokking it by newspaper roll. then finally end of the excitement and it's time to sleep!
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i heard a myth that grasshopper is some ancestor like moth appearing at home so better don disturb. but we really don have any chance.. so sorry to the mr grasshopper... n pray pray that it don come back anymore!
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exam on tomoro, still haven feel the stress of study, really donno how to sit for the exam. god bless me, buddha bless me, allah mohd bless and wat esle? bless me....
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ya.. final exam is coming soon in less than one week! and i jus finish sorting out my tutorials.. and study nothing... how m i going to score? (i need a pass only)
been so semangat doing all 80 short answer questions in all pharmacology tutorial last nite while roommate rushing her BABY thesis.. and end up? recharge at mamak middle the nite at 2.30?? haha... ya... tat's fucking uni student life... then come back to sleep? no.. continue gambate on own work and end up going to bed early in the morning of 6am!! and wake up again at 11.30am rushing to campus for assignment submittion!! and of course end up here typing some boring sentences!!
Ignore me! Leave me alone! suffering Pre- Exam Syndrome (PES) and PMS as well...
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