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happy new year 2012

2012-01-01T03:31:00.000+08:00

2012 arrived...happy?
not really. cos you were not there...

ok.I had achieved 80% of my resolution for 201l except to get him back!

SO,resolution for this year:
1. no more OT /working more than 50hour per Week
2. find a man
3. get attached
4. save more money for 20l3 USAtrip
5. plan my career path(may want to Consider change job if necessary)
6. To be Continue.....

3 years of memories in SS14

2011-11-24T02:20:00.000+08:00

in another few more hours time, i ll be leaving this place after staying for 3 years , and start my new life in my home~

No 16, SS14/2D, 47500 Subang Jaya - is my 4th place i shift since i landed myself in this big city. 2004 - 2005 - My place apartment
2005 - 2006 - Indah Villa condo
Dec 2006 - Dec 2008 - Sunway PJS 9/1
Dec 2008 - Nov 2011 - Subang Jaya
24th Nov 2011 - present - USJ13 home sweet home !!!!

Looking backward, there is so much memories, (sweet and bitter) happened here in this house, this room.... We started here... and end here....and then.....

Soon, with the new place, new room, new bed, it's time to get a new partner (bed partner)! wuahahahaha... (too bad none of my nextdoor neighbour are available LOL)

ok... got to go rush my last minutes reports for my boss before i kena sacked!

27 years ago~

2011-09-26T03:33:00.000+08:00

27 years ago, after so much pain, finally i came to this world, starting to bring joyful, worry, trouble and so much responsible to my parents.
Today, I am brilliant, success and healthy in all way.

Thank you daddy and mummy. Love you always~

2011-08-04T04:23:00.000+08:00

Seeing you keep WhatsApp with her all the time, no matter how late it be, makes me feel jealous...and i hate this feeling....

It's been a year~

2011-04-19T01:57:00.001+08:00

It's been a year that my status being single~

and now... it's complicated... really complicated till i cant figure out what is my current status...

anywhere.. hope there will be a chance in near future...

wish me luck!

2011 New Year Resolution

2011-01-01T01:57:00.002+08:00

Well, 2011 is here. means i m stepping toward 27 soon in another 9 months time....

so resolution of year 2011:
1. SAVE MONEY to keep my new darling named city-zai always look nice and handsome and powerful all the way
2. SAVE MONEY to buy myself a 姑婆屋!
3. SAVE MONEY to prepare myself for a US trip in year 2013
4. GET a MAN!

Wishlist:
1. GET Promoted
2. GET higher increment than 2010
3. Get a new job with easier job but super high pay
4. Get involved in a relationship
5. Get engaged!
6. Get pregnant then marry?
7. Get more money to spend...hohoho....
8. Get all my wish in mind turn true! wuahahaha....

Goodbye2010~

2011-01-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

holding a glass of whiskey, counting back all the joyful, sadness, achievement and regrets that happened all year in 2010,
thank you for giving me the most happiest moments of the year, especially the trip in Langkawi & Melbourne
thank you for being there for me when I m stressed up and feeling down;
thank you for giving me supports and tolerate when i being childish and foolish;
thank you for giving me opportunity to move on;
thank you for being there to listen and accompany be getting through all the up and down
Cheers~~ goodbye 2010
Cheers~~ welcome the arrival of 2011. may all the best come along...
Cheers!!!!

Hello Melbourne

2010-10-25T14:45:00.001+08:00

sitting at the boarding lounges now.. flying with emirates ek 408 soon...excited...
happy that i din get lost in klia.. walk walk like a kampung gal here...

well first time travel out alone... but will have accompanies once i land down on the moo moo land.

CEOs... i m coming~~~

ps: tq nb aka blake who send me here with his corona with 180km/h speed. and thanks for covering me during my away fr office. bro u r the best buddy i ever had here...

6 months anniversary..

2010-10-18T00:44:00.000+08:00

It's been 6 months since u left me...

Nothing changed...except i live without u....

I want some change....

Do you know?

2010-08-19T01:35:00.001+08:00

Do u know.. that you don't know... that i want u to know how much i miss u right now?

I wish that you are here for me tonight.

I wish that I could be there with u tonight.

I wish that I do it before I think...

Too bad.. I think ... so I din do it....

爱上一个人的感觉

2010-06-16T01:45:00.002+08:00

你知道爱一个人的感觉是什么样的吗？

爱上一个人的感觉就是这样的：

在你登陆Facebook时，

你对他的爱就会很自然地流露出来了...

别人上facebook是先看自己的档案，

而你上facebook却是先看他的档案，

看看他最近有没有更新什么，

看看他最近的心情是如何，

总是希望自己能知道他的消息...

当你爱上一个人时，

你登陆msn时也会有这样的反应，

虽然msn有着无数的联系人，

可你等待的却只是一个人的上线，

等你看见他上线了以后，

你会有股冲动想要和他聊天，

可你左思右想，

却始终没找到一个合理的借口，

所以只能默默地看着他的照片，

一直看到他的照片变回灰色状态，

也只有在这个时候，

你才会觉得后悔，

后悔自己为什么不和她说话...

他的回头总是出现在无意间，

他不曾注意到你多次的仰望，

可你却察觉了他的一颦一笑，

或许这就是爱上他的感觉吧，

表面故作从容地装作不在乎，

实际却是在意他的一举一动...

爱上一个人的感觉就是这样，

无时无刻想要与他见面，

遇见开心的事情时都想让他知道，

让他陪你一起分享喜悦...

遇见伤心的事情时希望他能安慰，

却又不愿看见他陪你难过...

爱上一个人的感觉，

就是爱上一种放不下的感觉...

Quote from ~慕康随笔~
Sources: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=10150193776440182&id=1121131356&ref=mf

- The End -

2010-06-03T03:57:00.004+08:00

After grace period of 45 days passed. it's time to declare lapse of the relationship... it's auto lapse... without any requirement of application nor cancellation.

wow... surprisingly it does not make me feel much emo recently...does it meant that i dun care much about this relationship? or i care too much till i cant feel?

At the same day, my 2 lady bosses (my CEO in office as well as CEO at home) get the news of the break up at the same day (wat a coincidence?) Boss ask me to get it back, mum ask me to quit and go back... hmm.. should consider both or none?

Anyhow, when there's beginning, there's the end. It just a matter of time...

Looking forward for the next beginning...

Pause!

2010-04-20T02:05:00.002+08:00

18/04/2010 - Day 480 of the relationship. You called for a pause....

I cant accept the truth that you are leaving me... 24hours before the day, we just had a wonderful night and then? from heaven, u just push me down... just becos u don sure what u want.. or just bcos another one?

I m sorry that i had spent too much time on my career, sorry that i din care u as much as others, sorry that i never understand ur feeling, sorry that ....

I so wish that the time can reverse, that i can just put down my fucking stack of cases and go home with u tat nite, then this will not happened.. rite? or i just trying to cheat on myself that IT had been happened for a while?

I wish tat u never tell me... let me be it... rather than hurt me tat much when u are not sure...

Cry doesn't change anything, it make me miss u even more...

but wat can i do now? how are we going to meet after you come back from Singapore? How should i address u? how shall we facing others? pls tell me...

tell me that i just had a nightmare, and everything will be alright when u bek... pls tell me so....

Copenhagen Day 5 (21th Oct 2009)

2009-10-22T05:04:00.002+08:00

Ohhhhhh.. it's last day for the trip.... early in da morning, we heading to Copenhagen Central Station and took a train to Sweden.
Supprisingly, the ticket price to sweden is just only DKR256 for 2 person, thru and from... it's cheaper than i expected.

Fine... then? we walk and walk and walk the rest of the day until 7.30pm for dinner and reach hotel at 9pm... and again, beer party at room 301.. hehe

upload some photo in facebook album.. and gotta back room to bath n packed the luggage. we are going back tomoro morning, which is 8 hours later... hmm... 5 days passed so fast... we r leaving copenhagen soon.. and i wonder when is my next visit back to the same place...

and.. prepared for malaysia...

Signing off at 11.20pm in Hotal Danmark,room 301.

Copenhagen Day 4 (20th Oct 2009)

2009-10-21T03:34:00.002+08:00

Day 4 of the Europe trip.. now is 9.30pm and we are in the HOTEL DANMARK ROOM 301 again, but we had new partner here- Shereen who joined our beer gathering... ya. we bought beer back to hotel and chit chatting at hotel...

today, we had our 2nd day of IAG academy... very intersting and interactive activity.. all of us feel so bad that the academy session is going to end soon.. everyone suggested to extend another day so we can actually have more info exchange and brain storming... wat a waste... anyhow, we do learn alot - ALOT of new information.. and of course we had our case to be selected, and shafee and bell had a nice presentation.. good one, not the best one yet.. just nice.

after the academy, we went to walk around again, and had some beer and chocolate shopping then had dinner, then head back to hotel at 8.30pm...

now gossiping about AA news... hihihi...

signing off at 10.40pm at hotel danmark room 301

Copenhagen Day 3 (19th Oct 2009)

2009-10-20T05:02:00.001+08:00

Day 3.. due to too tired. shall update details later

signing off at 11pm

Copenhagen Day 2 (18th Oct 2009)

2009-10-19T04:11:00.002+08:00

Day 2 started with a late morning, with a very nice breakfast which cost about DKR700++..

then we take shutter to Carlsberg brewery.. a nice trip to learn bout the history and taste 2 glass of special brew...

after 1 hour of tour, we ended at the bar with 2 glass of complemantary beer out of 10 choices...

First glass - obviously the original carlsberg... really taste different with Malaysia carlsberg trip.. (been to Carlsberg Malaysia few years back)

Second glass - try the highest alcohol Jacobsen Saaz Blonde (8.1% alcohol), and obviously i m not the type of beer person.. 2 glass are enuff to make me high.. high till i almost screw up our first meet up with the iag members... been late to gathering for 5 mins.. and as expected, been bugging my our big sister there..

IAG trip started with a canal tour, which is a good trip to look around copenhagen.. but the tour guide speak in danish.. only abit english.. which make the trip less attractive..

then we went for dinner at the same place as our breakfast... nice dinner, nice meet up, nice talking and chit chatting with those members. and supprisingly.. majority are SMOKERS.. a typical criteria of operation staff.. haha

then we head back to hotel and plan a trip to TIVOLI Garden for the last day of Holloween.. unfortunately, we din go in since there is only 30 mins left for the admission.. and it cost DKR95 per admission.. RM100 for 30 mins? so we din go in, and some of them suggest to get a ride on Copenhagen Wheel (eye).. but it cost DKR75.. and nothing much to watch, so we decided to head back to hotel, and here i m in the room 301 for this blog again...

it's 10.30pm now... and tomoro we gonna meet up at 7.15am which mean that i need to get up at 6.30am latest.. so. i m going to sleep soon. good nite.

signing off at 10.40am 18th Oct at Copenhagen, Hotel Danmard, Room 301.

Copenhagen Day 1 (17th Oct 2009)

2009-10-18T03:28:00.002+08:00

wow... after 13hours of flight, here we arrived at Copenhagen Airport at 7.20AM, 17th Oct 09.

1st impression of the airport-- damn pahliah... it's even smaller than bali airport leh... there are only 4 counters from imigration where only 3 were operated.. and we are like...2 planes of passangers arrived at the same time? slow... but their officers like memang chin cai like tat ..see u a while then CHOP... there u go...

Our leader, a super experiences euro traveller, was so gan chong rush out to get a taxi, thus we got no chance to take any photos at airport yet..the weather was still good, about 9degree upon arrival, which was warmer than expected... but hor.. once we step out the limo in front Hotel Danmark, walao ye... freezing cold.. cant stand at all...

Once settled down the luggage, first thing, rush to look for food. It was almost 11am.. we walk without planning, just for the sake for searching food... the nearby are soooo happening.. and at least i saw sunlight... although it was still freezing cold... we walk and photoshot and walk, then suddenly we lost among each other... and eventually get lectured by the leader (expected)..

Had lunch at Nazaza Cafe.. nice but expensive.. spent bout 700DKR.. about RM600++ for 6 persons... hmm... Copenhagen stuff is damn damn expensive.. high living cost. even a 600ml drinking water can cost us 15++DKR (~RM13)...

Luckily..after the lunch, we head back to Hotel, cos weather is cold, i need to double up my clothes in order to stand in the cold for the next few hours walking down the street, and shaf's camera batt dying need to change, and leader declared tired and need rest... so we are FREE.. monkeys are preparing to explore the town.. hehehe

we walk, and stop and walk and stop, still unable to locate the places that i had initially plan to ... and the worse, the most wanted visit place - museum erotica (the sex museum0 had declared permanently closed.. sienz

then we took the subway (cost us DKR21) for 1 station..1 station only leh.. damn near distance, yet cost like a long distance in malaysia... and went to christiana.. which was said to be a MUST SEE place, but dissapointed.. nothing much interesting as expexted.. then we headed back to hotel to rest b4 dinner, since everyone are tired walking whole day.

Dinner at Bor&Osy.. a french/danish cafe which is so packed with customers with nice food, again.. VERY EXPENSIVE. .cost us DKR700++ for like 4ppl serving? share by 6 persons??

then? i ended up at shaf&kelv's room to online here.. and had a glass of vodka, then headed back to room soon.

Good nite to copenhagen, and good morning to Malaysia

Signing off at 9.50AM at Copenhagen , Hotal Danmark Room 301.

Login from Singapore Airport

2009-10-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

OH yes! I reach Singapore Airport, now login at their customer service centre here...

The airport only allow 15 mins free internet access each time.. which mean i need to write and race with the time remaining showing on the top right corner of the screen...

One best thing is, here can online.. my colleague shafee just now fail to login with his laptop... but then when we found this, damn! finally i can login faceboook.... oh yeah..

but.. one thing less is.. here online need to STAND... (perhaps they don wan ppl to online too long gua...)

anyhow.. shall depart to Copenhagen in less than 2 hours time.... hmm.. think of take a sit and had a reflextology later (oh ya.. there is free reflextology machine here... at least i got place to sit and rest and relax a while before staring my 13 hours flight on board...)

shall post more update once i reach there...

see ya!

bibu muak muak!

Hello Copenhagen!

2009-10-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

Woo Hoo... going to Copenhagen soon... see ya!

Monday Blue....

2009-07-28T01:53:00.003+08:00

Initially i planned to write this blog by 12am when it was still a MONDAY... yet my stupid internet connection been so slow like a snail, delay the post till TUESDAY...

anyhow... thanks for the snail-speed connection, my expression of this post will not as aggressive as my initial mood early on.. since after a bath and some daydream moment, the anger had gone much...

been in blue mood for the past few Monday, including the recent few hours ago...i donno where had gone wrong... every Monday is not my lucky day... neither to my other colleagues who are struggling on their night shift at the time i writing this post.

Monday is a day where the most cases, most complaints, most complicated cases, most calls yet less manpower day. Imaging, with lesser manpower and increasing workload, unfortunately, i being the only person who need to "screen" thru majority of the cases after certain period, when the more helpful senior all gone, left few of us fighting with SOOOOOOO MANY cases and cases and calls and calls, and other dept backup stuffs... yet nobody can really help at all as everybody is so selfish to leave on time and just let others to suffer what they had done in the previous session. those who willing to help oso cant help themselves, never mentioned to offer me help at all...

Is this the real situation? I doubt. If everyone is doing their job in a proper, standard, understandable way, then the problem solves 20%. Then, if everybody did their job beautifully, responsible, there solve another 20%. If somebody can move few step further to help assist less challenge slight above their authority and ability, there i solve another 20%. If somebody cant being not too selfish, only think about theirselves but not others, there solve another 20%. The remaining 20% is the only real problem which can actually solved by the management, which is to hire more ppl in to really handle the real situation. then, is the problem solves?

still a Big NO NO... there is always human factor... when the situation is stable, then everyone started to relax down... then the cycle run again. it's all human factor, attitude problem.

I can being selfish, i can leave office on time everyday but does it solve the problem? no.. cos there will be nobody to handle later.. y? cos nobody had the initiative to learn how to solve? then? nobody knows what to do.... and... the problem still back to square one. nobody want to solve the problem. neither me, neither the head, neither the staff, nor the management. so? we wait for the crisis, when those who willing to help cant help anymore, when those who selfish cant get support anymore, when small complaint become big complaint etc etc etc... then we will know how to solve the problem...

i try to being not too capable or try to stop offering too much to other anymore... bcos, there'll be no return, ppl take it as granted, no appreciation, nothing i gain except my offday gone, my rest time wasted and i still gain nothing, not compliment, not appraisal, not promotion, nothing but complaint.

Life is not fair. NOT FAIR!

and I HATE MONDAY. HATE MONDAY.

Undecisive

2009-07-18T01:37:00.000+08:00

recently been frequently getting calls from some HR/Headhunter, offering me on different job /inviting me for interview (well, this is a good sign after all).. made me thinking of changing job (perhaps due to overload works and overstress in current workplace)...

Should i give it a try? or remained seat still, KIV on the office crisis and evolutions (which is going to happen in near future)?

Our department is going to have a huge restructuring progress, which may eventually (maybe only) reduce my workload or vice versa (due to specification of task or watsoever... I m looking forward on this changes, at least there are some changes instead of the current dull, overworked, stupid soh hai routine and stressful environment.

Though we are recruiting more new staffs in, yet, at the beginning stage, it's yet to say that the crisis resolved. as you donno wat will happen next? how well they can cope with the tasks, the stress etc etc...and how long can they be independent?

i once thinks of trained some of us to take over my place, then i can leave peacefully, at least not be blamed at the end of the year (well, i actually plan to jobhunt somewhere around next year for a better job) and....? there comes an undecisive moment, when my CEO called me up to her office this evening. Guess wat? She is offering me a new task, in a near future (of course IF we able to get the client in), which eventually may change my career path (a good news yet a bad news) Good news is.. this is a chance with great challenge for me to step out on the current dormant situation, climb out to the next level with a brighter future. Bad news - i may be one leg kicking. i.e. bao ka liao when the situation had stabled and i will be very very very busy and restless at the early stage of lauching the services...

so? should i take it? or hold on? or hunt for a new job?

She told me, "if you gonna say "NO" to me, then i really donno what are you thinking"... so i say YES.

Yes!.. i m thinking of getting higher salary, with lesser job.. can it be done? i doubt (at least not at the moment)

anyhow, it all still depends on the final decision by the precious client. whether they choose us at the end? or the other way round. then only we talk about the next course of action, rite?

AA Team Building 2009 - Selesa Resort, Bukit Tinggi 19-21 June 2009

2009-06-21T22:04:00.004+08:00

Wow.. after working in this company for..err... 2.5 years, FINALLY, i got the chance to participate to AA Team Building... (been waiting this for year, where the past 2 year had been ffk due to some unforseen circumstances..)

wokay.. we were arranged into 2 sessions, in order to cover for each other's working task (company still need to operate wat).. so? after working a long weekend cover the 1st session manpower last week, we depart on last friday morning from AA One to Bukit Tinggi.

First, enjoy a very fun, wet and adventurous water activity. Next we head to Selesa Resort, Bukit Tinggi. there we start our TEAM BUILDING...

We have ice breaking session, then team design T-Shirt, Treasure hunt, Catch the mole, and end with Obstacle race.

Treasure hunt, a tiring activity, get us walk up and down so many round, just to get the correct accurate answer based on the clue given. Task was simple yet.. not my strength -- blow balloon till burst... if u had the chance to see the photo, i really cant imaging how can the balloon be so BIG yet still cannot pecah...

Catch the mole was the stupid game.. out of 10 persons in a group. there was 6 moles... and u guess? i m the only fool being played by the 6 moles, yet the other 3 was wrongly caught out, thanks to debbie molly lai.. the queen of mole...

Obstacle race was fun, yet too short... so fast gao dim edi...

anyhow, this team building wasn't as tough as i expected. at least, we still survive end of the game. and get ready for the next working day.

Restless April~

2009-04-14T02:03:00.002+08:00

April started with April fool~ totally fooled by my stupid stubborn bastard colleague...namely Mr S.

Strictly speaking, i never met a person like Mr S, who can complaint so much on ppl's mistake, ppl's behaviours, commented this commented that, and ended up he is the worst of all.... Do u ever see a person playing MIA, till the rest of 20 other colleagues who are going to suffer the rest of the month? there he is -- Mr S

Due to his super SPECIAL request, our CEO had gave him SPECIAL offer on his working shift... yet, abuse of this special treat, had then further encourage by our dearest HOD, who allow him to simply absent and replace and absent and replace due to some stupid EL on his so-called family issue... com'on.. family issue solve at home la.. wat for bring over to office to affect others? cilaka!!! and now.. even worst... MIA without prior notice.. nobody know what he's doing, where he is, and when will he show his fucking face out in office... MIA during night shift is the worst... who is going to make a sudden arrangement for another night shift? or left his partnet work alone the remaining night? i cant do it.. so? i was the one (together with my best partners) stay back to work OT again lo...both of us work more than 12 hours... (partners had work 15hours in a roll).. and....? the remaining still need to backup... for nothing.. just for the sake that not enuff man power...

Even my mum oso can believe that we are facing difficulty on getting manpower now, since the ecnomic crisis is happening and most of the people were losing job instead... and the main reason being?? my boss is too stingy to offer more... and i don think they actually appreciate our effort on OT-ing... i foresee another crisis is waving the hand to me... and i cant imagine what will happened then...

wat i know is, i m exhausted and tiring to help out now... i got no enuff energy and concentration to focus on cases... over-work is not a solution, it will only bring another risk to us on mistake ,which might eventually cost alot on recovery... (i doubt the management understand this as well. no point to emphasize much)

Luckily~ Luckily... my dear bibi had support me so much... cheering me up.. although i keep complainting and mumbling about work stuff, he still remained okok to listen.. without showing me face (he is oso under pressure on this manpower issue wat).. Thank you bibi...

oh ya.. nowaday, bi bu beh muak is my favorite communication language with my dear.. sound baby language that nobody will understand.. just for fun.. to relax.. haha

i cant wait for our bali trip end of may... i wan a break... super relaxing break~

The relationship

2009-03-09T18:27:00.002+08:00

As some of you might had been notified, I m currently in a relationship... today is the 75th day...

nothing much excited, as this is not my first time involved in a relationship...just that the progress seem like faster than normal...and everything just happens... yet there is some still new experience... at least i had learn some lesson from the past mistake and avoid myself to repeat the same mistake...and try new thing in between... hihihi

hope everything is fine and smooth...

Happy Valentine Day~

2009-02-13T20:40:00.003+08:00

It's Velentine~

Been not celebrating V-day for years.... i almost cant recall when is the last time i celebrate Valentine (i not celebrate it even when i was attached last time..)

BUT~~~~~~~

THIS YEAR IS DIFFERENT!!

I m so so so happy that there is rose for me~ OMG... the last flower I received was from my daddy during my convocation (which is 2 years ago edi lo... ) pity ho.... anyway, i din even expect he bought it... afterall, we just started... not even in a very clear status... (it's complicated... always!)

hmmm... waiting him to bath.. he sound so happy... influence me to be more happier now... still not yet decide where to eat later... not plan at all.. u must be curious why m i celebrating V-day today whereby the day suppose to be tomoro (14/02/09)... becos... I M WORKING TOMORROW..... BOTH OF US ARE WORKING... NO TIME TO CELEBRATE LA idiot! nvm.. i celebrate diam diam in office lo... thru skype.. haha...

all right.. it's almost time to go... update later lo...

To ALl who is reading this:

HAPPY VALENTINE~

especially for my darling in NZ -- val~~ i will always love u so much...

Happy New Year 2009~

2009-01-01T04:27:00.002+08:00

Tell u wat? i not going back home since last year...

haha.. i leaving home yesterday (31/12/2008) evening and now is year 2009 liao but i not going back tonite wat... so i not going back since last year lo...

anywhere, i m actually writing this post at somebody's house...

ok.. time to zzzzzz...

p/s: the previous post served to capture the date. will update details soon and i was rushing last evening...

2008 wrap up

2008-12-31T16:40:00.002+08:00

good bye 2008, welcome 2009.

Looking back to year 2008, there was drastic changes throughout the year...

As for career, ever since stepping in to year 2008, workload been increasing drastically, whereby the number of hours staying in the office is much more than the time i stay at home... home more like the motel where provide me place to sleep and bath.. especially after the promotion being a senior. (i believe that most of the fren should know the situation very very well....)

As for friendship, this year i hardly keep in touch with most of the friends... being anti-sosial all the time for no reason... especially after val leaving to NZ, i started to stay at home more often... until the end of the year approach, there is started to hang out with colleagues, where there are more activities going on... includes a few drunk nights and few happy hours out there...

As for family, things changes a lot although i was not there to experience. Parent are having their own mind of business, brother plan for oversea studying, the family planning for a new place to stay, oh ya.. my family is moving to new house in coming year, which i don think i will be there most of the time... since i take there as a hotel more than home... thinking backward, my last visit back to johor was 6 months ago (somewhere aroung June).. i m really not a family person.. at least not now...

Anywhere, year 2008 for me, there is too much bad news more than good news happened, where i hope it's not gonna happened in the coming year..

So, goodbye year 2008 and welcome my dear 2009~

It's time to change

2008-10-09T22:02:00.003+08:00

There is some changes of my life...

due to some unforeseen circumstances, my plan on having a new self-owned house has to be postponed for another 3 years, due to some financial issue among family. my brother had plan to study in Taylor instead of MMU, so we plan to move to subang jaya next year (for easy transport for him to college).

so? i m going to take this chance to change my lifestyle... we are going to get a House which look more like a home instead of hostel.. i want air con, and big bed, got living room and dining area... comfort place. manage to get few house in mind, yet to arrange for view. though i did said i will never want to move again (it's tiring on moving, especially i got so so many stuff here), yet since i unable to own a unit in such short period, i rather experience another moving crisis to gain a better living environment.

CEOs, you are invited to the slumber nite in my new living space when u r back! shall update ur all when i confirm the place ya.

It's time to wake up when September end~~

2008-10-01T04:31:00.004+08:00

~~~WAKE ME UP, WHEN SEPTEMBER END....~~~

ok ok .. sot gene started to be active again.

September is a dreamy month for me.. (well i like to dream a lot, but this month i dream the most!)

though it bit late, still, as i had promise the CEOs to update the agenda of the celebration, it's better late than nothing...

but where to start? ok.. start on middle of the month.

at first, i took leave on my birthday on 26/9. (of course la.. agong birthday sure holiday~) and since i had my off day on wednesday and thurday, i had plan to have a trip to Penang have my big day with someone special there...(start dreaming for all possible occasion going to happen there~)

however, on 15/9 morning, a sms make me cancel the trip as my fren was not in Penang... dream broke! (which make me jump up and down for days)

24/9 morning, sms cames! (start dreaming again) He told me that he can meet me for couple of hours from his packed schedule in KL for work.

25/9 8pm - 10pm: went out with him for dinner at a japanese restaurant(my favorite food) at taipan usj. the food is quite nice and fresh. price also pretty standard (of course not as cheap as sushi king those place la). the night ended very early cos he really in a rush. yet i truly happy that he still manage to have time for me.

26/9 12am : received first birthday call from office (a loudspeaker call with 4 big guys shouting up and down over there). one of them somemore asking me:"vien? can i know what is ur position now? u r at up or down??" i like huh??? then only realise they r actually teasing me being in bed! omg... i had a really bad image in office...

26/9 4pm: had my first piece of cake at secret recipe at sunway pyramid with my brother and his fren calvien. then bought a pair of nose high heel as birthday present for myself (oh ya. i bought a handbag as well from ebay day ago)

26/9 7.30pm: on hooi's car, heading to neway subang for our sot party. met zeno the ddly on the way there and playing stupid in front of the traffic light.

26/9 7.45pm - 2am: singing non-stop + eating buffet at neway. daddee ives & lauren came late after work, keep eating and sing a while, ended up fall asleep on the sofa (i knew daddee is kinda tired the those day, somemore having overnight OT in office nights before then sambung kerja next day) hooi left in the middle to continue her 2nd round. we sing till 2am b4 being ask to leave cos i see others were so tired d.. though i haven enjoy enuff to sing (too long no k session for me d since val leave,i cant even recall when was our last k session!)

27/9 11pm: went out yam cha with kian & shiyun, met get pei & her bf at iskandar, i had my dinner there.. while kian watching his MU match... nothing much to intesprete here..

29/9 4pm: had my cake cutting in office (our company will buy cake for every staff for birthday every year, and since i agong holiday on 26/9, so postpone till monday lo)

and then? shall meet evon later evening...

all rite. there end of the agenda report!

selamat hari raya~ ^-^

S.O = ass-hole

2008-08-28T23:56:00.005+08:00

Being a SO (senior officer) is really acting like an ass-hole!

u know y? here are some examples -->

Being S.O --- my workload increase, responsible increases,stress increase, headache increase, ...returns? still remained same...

Being S.O --- i need to monitor others, while reporting to higher management...

Being S.O --- i help others on cases, covering others ash for their mistake, support them for their argument, but? return in more workload and troubles to myself.

Being S.O --- i always be the bad characteristic. i know my temper is kinda bad, always make others think i m harsh... alright.. being S.O, i m a bad,fussy ass-hole, especially when upper level giving pressures, while the juniors never follow...

Conclusion? For not being an ash-hole but a happy S.O, i m gonna start acting quiet and mind my own business ONLY, starting from my next working day. Any other problem? just fuck off!

I don care whether u want to follow the procedure,
I don care whether u wanna pick up ur damn phone,
I don care whether u wanna close ur fucking file on time,
I don care whether u wanna do wat u suppose to do..
I DON'T CARE!

I m getting tired to cover others' ass! Just leave me alone!

Happy Birthday Val~

2008-07-24T21:06:00.002+08:00

To be exactly, your birthday is on 25/07/2008. Since u at NZ, time is faster... so sing to you earlier...

Happy Birthday to you!

Happy Birthday to you!

Happy Birthday to Valerie...

Happy Birthday to you!

This year cant sing face to face to you... so sing on da blog lo...

May you wish come true dear.

p/s: you had reached 24 yo 4 hours earlier oh...

NO MORE WAITING!

2008-07-24T04:01:00.003+08:00

waiting someone to respond is kind of tiring moment...

since past till now... it's seem like i always be the one who experience the waiting period all the time... i wait for someone to approach me, wait for someone to respond me, wait for someone to advice.. wait for someone to scold me.. etc etc...

1st.. i wait him to leave me...

2nd.. i wait him to come back to me...

and now.. i felt tired about waiting for his respond... there is no more waiting...

it's either u take it or u forget about it!

the longer u wait, the bigger disappointment u might get later on...

so? there is no more waiting... NO MORE!

Door the my heart

2008-07-22T04:01:00.006+08:00

When u knocked my door, i was hesitate...

When I decided to open the door, i couldn't find the key...

When I finally found the key and open the door...

You had left probably thinking i was not there...

Will you back again?

My door had opened for you...

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Was it a wrong timing?

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*updated*
i think i might get a wrong signal... there is never a door knocked at all...

i should closed the door back and locked.. until somebody find the key in future...

不一样的情人

2008-07-15T01:23:00.003+08:00

咳咳！

最近有了个不一样的情人，好奇吧？

人说两个人在一起：年龄不是问题，身高不是距离，体重没有压力...

我说：种族没有歧视，年龄不是大问题，身高也没距离，体重更没压力。。。开心就好！

好啦。开谜时间到了。

这不一样的情人，当然，

1. 他不是华人，
2. 他年纪比我小；
3. 身高--他当然比我高；
4. 体重？更不用说，有安全感嘛。。

嘻嘻。。。

有时，换换口味，感觉还真不赖。。。

至于将来嘛。。。不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。。。

老话一句：开心就好！

* Vale Val *

2008-06-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

Goodbye my dear...

After 6.5 years of sticking together, now you are on the plane to ur better future destination... I will miss you very very much...and wish u all the best. take care.

blogging early in the morning

2008-06-11T05:39:00.002+08:00

GOOD MORNING~~~

ops.. all right i know most of the people are dating with mr chow at this moment... and me, who likes to date him on the unusual time when others finish dating with him, sitting here writing nothing here... haha...

ok... just some update since my last post.

there are lots of changes recently...especially after the promotion... of course, the good site, my income has increase (for sure) but on the other side, my workload seem increase dramatically... even ppl around me can feel that i had underwent lot of pressure and stress moment all the time, always mumbling on my own like a psychic (well i know i m a sot (crazy) ppl... wuahahaha)

and FINALLY, i get my leave approved... tomoro i shall be back to my HOME (there is just a motel home for me now...) truely speaking, i never miss my home since i left there 7 years ago. (how weird m i?) and i even had a phobia to back there sometime, ppl who closed to me, shall know i had a emotional period each time prior departure back to johor. even my doctor did ask me what is the underlying reason of avoiding home? i cant say, it just be that... HOWEVER... once i back there, i can totally become another kind... kind of a good, obedient yet trouble making person (well, i m the one who always create crisis issue with my family members all the time)and none of the visit shall missed any arguement, especially with my dad. i donno why, maybe this is the way we communicate. --- end of topic, i don feel like talk too much about unhappy thing...

yet, there is another matter makes me emotional recently... my lovely one, who been staying with me together for the past 5 years, had left and leaving here soon...i donno how to decribe the feel.. since her leaving for 2 weeks, it seem like nothing much change in my life, but there DO. at this moment, i always think, IF she still here ,where shall we had our dinner? what will we do during offday, chitchating all topic without begining or ending.. etc etc... and i do start planing for new life, eg, i start to join majority of the company activities, hanging out more with colleagues (oh ya... i m starting my sports session soon, more exercise better) and i start to have blind chat with strangers (mostly online) blar blar blar.... i think it's time to grow up, grow with more mature thinking and act like an adult. though i don feel like growing up, the reality doesn't allow us to do so... like my doctor told me--"you are keen to your comfort zone and doesn't want to explore. You shouldn't stay in your conform zone, go out and meet more frens and see more things". ya.. i should... especially when i m left alone here now...

so? let's face the challenge, you have a new world waiting you out there, and me, there is a new style of life (whether good or bad) for me... let's make it thru..

dear VS, good luck and take care.

dear DT, good luck and hope there are still connection between us.

- end of blind typing- (i really donno what had i type, just ignore if you don understand)

Day 488 of my OL life~

2008-04-02T00:19:00.002+08:00

Wah.. on the 488th day of my OL life, finally.....

I M PROMOTED!!!

ok.. not suprise at all... cos i already known the fate due to some internal management procedure.

anyway, happy about the reward on what had i paid for it. well i spent almost all my non sleeping time in office basically. unless i m officially taken anual leave for short break.

though, there are long way to go. will i stand till the end of the line? i donno. i cant give any commitment. you will never know what is going to happen the next minute until it become a past.

so? wish me luck.

如果你也聽說

2007-11-13T02:20:00.000+08:00

張惠妹 - 如果你也聽說

突然發現站了好久
不知道要往哪走
還不想回家的我
再多人陪只會更寂寞

許多話題關於我
就連我也有聽過
我的快樂要被認可
委曲卻沒有人訴說

夜把心洋蔥般剝落
拿掉防衛剩下什麼
為什麼脆弱時候想你更多

如果你也聽說
有沒有想過我
像普通舊朋友
還是你依然會心疼我
好多好多的話想對你說
懸著一顆心沒著落
要怎麼負荷
捨不得又無可奈何

如果你也聽說
會不會相信我
對流言會附和
還是你知道我還是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了許多
等我的人就你一個
想到你想起我
胸口依然溫熱

如果你想起我
你會想到什麼

-詞：李焯雄曲：周杰倫-

最长的电影

2007-11-13T02:09:00.000+08:00

我们的开始　
是很长的电影
放映了三年　
我票都还留着

冰上的芭蕾　
脑海中还在旋转
望着你　慢慢忘记你

朦胧的时间　
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈　
圈起了谁改变

如果再重来　
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟　
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　
你妆都花了要我怎么记得

记得你叫我忘了吧　
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭　
不是因为在乎

-作词：周杰伦　作曲：周杰伦-

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听了后，有所感触...

一个人

2007-10-14T01:43:00.000+08:00

夜阑人静。。。

寂寞时特别想起你。。。

只可惜。。。

我还是一个人。。。

looking backward

2007-08-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

Updates after MIA for 4th months!!

2007-08-04T01:02:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo!

ohayo! er.. actually now still midnight la... blur d...

well. after mia for quite some time, here's some update of myself...

erm... where to start? ok. start with my confirmation of job in asia assistance (aa) ( its been month ago, around march gua... haha) been survive well in aa since Dec last year. stepping in my 9th months of work. supprise of my self that i been working for 246 days already.

start with my job desription. basically, my job is to pick up all calls that come to my phone - from a patient, patients' family member, agent, insurance underwriters, claims officer, hospital staff nurse, doctors, of course sometimes those idiot ppl that play prank call, or once in a while, my boss.

and wat i do? i need to understand the callers' required assistance, help them to solve their problems, or jus simply pass to the other colleague. sometime make funny joke with hos staff, some time kena bomb my all kinds of party and some other things. the most interested and funniest conversation is between me and my boss, that i so BRAVELY ask my boss to belanja makan ( actaully i tot he was another providers tat we always make joke to each other).

tat's all of my job? Nononononono... up till now i only explain the use of my left ear which is listening the phone. at the same time, my right ear is not resting for nothing. i need to take attention from other party, that somebody (colleague) is calling me? or asking something that i m in the process of handling the case? or even some other ppl's conversation. of course, my hands is never been rest as well... beside jotting down the information that i get from the caller, i may in the process of preparing some paper work for case assessment, or may looking into somebody's hospital bills, and even my updated email. in short, i will never had atime tat i ONLY doing ONE thing at ONE time... multitasking is the CRITERIA to survive in call centre.

ya i working at a call centre, not only attending calls, but handling others so-call-clerk or admin job. is a typical BKL (bao ka liao) job that challenging my ability limit and training my EQ as well (especially after u bomb by a stupid stuborn agent, or a fucking money minded customer).

thought it sound abit stress (YES IT STRESSSSSSSSSS!!!!) yet, i still enjoy this job (STILL) as i had learn a lot here , and have lots of joyful moment with my colleagues who as all kind of funny nick, such as AV? LS? TL? BRAIN? JUSTINA(for a guy)? MICKY? TAN SRI? BJ? etc etc etc...these are my lovely colleague who i really enjoy working with, that we always make joke whenever we are not attending to any calls, though we actually was busy working on the other hand.

and the most is, they never really treat me as a female (thought some time i actually bit beh song la... ) i work as guy working hours, instead of following female staff fix working hours. which i kind of enjoying cos i no need to wake up early in the morning EVERYDAY,as i having afternoon shift some other day. (i m definetly not a morning person) doubt how can i survive later if i joh hop to other 9-5 working hour job!

ok. write till here first. tomoro got work la... 8am leh.. must prepare sleep first. update u later.. hihi

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p/s: went to pc fair this afternoon with my brother, brought his favorite audio system and stole his old one for my self to replace my lau ya speaker! haha...

抉择

2007-04-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

四月七日，是两个我亲密的人的生日！

HAPPY BIRTYDAY!

发了两则贺寿短讯，都没回复！不知不觉，就打了个电话给你。短短几十秒钟，收线后还真有点后悔。人总是犯贱！干嘛要打呢？不打不就好啰！省得现在在家闷闷不乐，大佬又不陪我们去解忧解闷，落得在家喝闷酒！（我还没倒酒啦！）

我到底该拿你怎么办？早知如此，那天就不应该应约，今晚就不会有期待！期待什么？我也不知道！哈哈。。。

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天秤座 - 缺　點
優柔寡斷，猶豫不決、意志不堅定，容易受人影響、息事寧人，治標不治本、總是自圓其說，藉口太多、常不經意地亂放電、缺乏自省能力。

发觉自己真的是典型的天秤座女。总是优柔寡断，连给弟弟升学意见都一样，有讲等于没讲！

no power no fun

2007-03-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

it's not funny when u house is out of power supply!

got the newz from val that our place had no electricity supply for this whole afternoon. of course the first mind in both my lovely housemate was - DID I PAY THE BILL???

of course! i din pay the bill la... for only 2 months wat... the outstanding amount was jus RM70, tak kan the TNB so stupid go cut my supply la... so when reach home after work the first thing i can do is to call tnb to report and get service la... mana tau ask me to wait at least 1 1/2 - 2 hours for the man to call ma... luckily they took me 1 hour + to receive their call while we were sitting at the mamak stall having my late late dinner also haven finish then fast fast rush back home to get the ppl to see what had happed on the power.

mana tau? after check check, they said is not their problem as the supply was there is jus that the curcuit breaker spoilt and need to change. it was 11.30pm already, where m i going to get a WAYAR MAN to come? luckily those tnb ppl still consider ok la.. help me to call some fellow and finally get a contact to sort out for me... and? here i m to write this post cos OUR SUPPLY IS BACK!!! yeah~

happy that supply back but not happy cos my wallet broke a big hole... think la... at mid nite get a wayar man to work sure charge OT la... but don care la.. as long as they can get my power supply back then anything oso can la...

*better go clear my all outstanding bill tomoro! hihi...*

funny post?

2007-03-22T20:28:00.000+08:00

val, what do u mean of FUNNY POST?

funny meh?

*giggling*

ok. let have some funny conversation.

funny?

funny?

funny?

oh no... not funny at all....

so sick of life... so sien

i think of getting someone to fun with me la... where? where? where?

everybody had their own busy moment, not much time to sit down together and have some funny conversation. (dinner time is for crappy talk, not funny talk... )

come come come.. i need funny ppl around me...

*i think i getting insane, suit the name for GM of SotFM.. hohoho*

Pain paint ball~

2007-03-17T22:31:00.000+08:00

pain pain pain~

went to had a paint ball tournament organised by aa this evening. do have a great time, yet still with 'PAIN" time!

ok. me was in team E, with team member of ann, step, lx, bj and florence. all ac member except florence from acc. nvm. still can play as sot as possible. 4 gals with 2 guys. posibility to win is 50-50.

first game. we won with all survivor. thanks to bj.

second game. still won but me and step sacrified. see my leg, thanks to mike who shot me so hurt.

well. third game, the final, got shot by donno who he or she was. end up my mask was so colourful with some paint at my chin. (luckily din ate the bitter colour) haha...

so over all. lose. but we stil have another bonus game, which i was shot at the wrist by justin but luckily protected by the bullet proff jacket and i accidently shot justin's iliac crest part which nearly kena the"BEST PART" soli~~~

well.. do enjoy the game but donno later days will suffer how long of pain~ hihi

Happy Valentine Day~

2007-02-14T20:04:00.000+08:00

HAppy Valentine Day~ er.....

not really happy la... coded from hit fm - happy single wednesday~

ya.. this year as usual.. was alone again... ALONE~~~

lonely~~~~ i m so lonely~~~~

i miss u so much...

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nevermind. later celebrate valentine with val at monash honours lab 1.. hehehe... other than that. nth else...

hai~ sien~~~

where is my valentine???????

p/s: now still in office. y? cos those lovely couple la... celebrating valentine day wor... make the traffic out there damn jam... must banned valentine this kind of celebration in future.

torturing night!

2007-02-04T03:13:00.000+08:00

when u want to sleep---
but u cant sleep ----
after u had try so hard to ROLL on the bed . -------
DAMN~
IT IS TORTURING..----
cos i had to wake up 4 hours later
to be at cp tower level 20 by 8AM...
cos i m working tomoro~
oh shit!

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thinking of u~
hope to meet u in my dream~
i like dreaming cos dreaming can make u mine~

i know this much is true

2007-01-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

i know this much is true...

that i never forget u even u din show up

that i never forgive u even u abondone me

that i never hate u even u cheat me

that i really love u even u don bother it

that i really miss u so much

that u never will back to me and stay with me together since u already left

that much are true~

and the only fake is....

that i been cheating and fooling myself

that i had give up and pretend u never been here for me!

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suddenly

i felt tired

i felt silly

i felt stupid

i m such as loser

i m such a fool that believe that we will together 1 day

fuck!

MY BOY

2007-01-20T20:03:00.000+08:00

Memories of Sot FM

2007-01-20T20:01:00.000+08:00

Baby gal

2007-01-20T19:34:00.000+08:00

fucking tired

2007-01-02T16:16:00.000+08:00

oh yeah.. it served me right.

i was awake last nite again till 4AM.. y? cos i went to watch man u vs new castle match with kian n val... we somemore joke at the mamak there to see whether i will gall asleep first or goal first... the outcome was - i din fall asleep. instead ate a maggi goreng with telur dadar and another 2 glass of drink. ( cos i really very hungry at 12am++ d..)

again.. wake up late this morning. and so fucking blur in the office... today almost all colleagues in and there should be not much thing to do rite? end up stil busy as usual.. jus tat work can procastinate a bit la... hehe...

and now only 4.20pm.. and i already damn fucking tired n damn fucking headache already.... how? think to had a panadol.. on the other hand, the fridge there sitting 2 big bottle of coke.. i wan to drink.. how?????

i donno la... jus tat now really sleepy.. hope that tonite can had a good sleep. then recharged for tomoro busy work.

bless me~

Happy 2007 new year~

2007-01-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo!

this year finally, finally left the 3 sotfm members celebrating the new year. ONLY 3 of us!

well. b4 that i had a company party with colleague at phileo damansara on friday night. quite fun. may consider to join them next time.

then on sat sleep till afternoon cos no need work ma.. hihi... wait jing come over, then went to the curve for lunch, back to ikano for books then reach 1 u for 2 movies straight till 2 am...then? back home have liquor with jing..(small glass only la..) chat with jing till morning... greet good nite to sunrise... haha.. then? watch drama a while then only sleep...

sunday? sleep till 2 pm only wake up.. haha.. then? hang around till 5 pm only went out for out first meal- yuan steamboat.. sit there for 3 hours... 3 gals ate 17plates of food.. geng leh... then went to sri hatamas blackhole for some alcoholic drink and countdown. the firework there was nice. left around 12.30. back home n had another round of jack daniel... and sleep at 4am...

wake up at 9.30am and now sitting in the office d... sien~ (ya la.. i working today la... no holidays tomoro as well...)

Merry Christmas~~

2006-12-25T10:28:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo!
hohohohoho!
Wuahahaha!

so jeolous that val is still sleeping piggy in her nest there, but i m now sitting in level 20 CP tower! y? of course working la...don think i so cham la.. cos got extra pay ma.. then not much thing to do oso (according to some colleague past experience la... hihi) so mai come n sit here lor... at least got something to do or somebody to talk cock! ops! haha..

Went to hang out last nite till 2.30am... been to pyramid afternoon for lunch, then back sleep 1 hour, then go 1U for TGI Fridays chritsmas dinner, then go the curve count down, then sit at the thai-style restaurant there drink drink n talk cock again... then really really too tired n surrended to ask them go home. jing say wanna continue open her jack daniel but i end up slept after bath at home n donno they really open it or not... n...? sleep till this morning 9.30 and work at 10. suprise that i manage to reach office in time... haha

do took some photo (all pretty gals oh...) last nite... may upload some other day gua.. last nite too tired lazy to copy fr the camera... maybe need wait till next week only can do liao....

welcome back ceo

2006-12-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

WELCOME BACK CEO OF SOTFM!

yeah.. jing come back d..

sot sot sot sot sot sot sot!

weekly work

2006-12-08T19:12:00.000+08:00

alright.. now is oledi 7.13pm while i still in my office now... (i suppose to off at 6pm wat.. but i don wanna trap in the traffic jam, so i choose to stay back n playing around) hehe...

today is my 6th days working at aa... 6 days, i lost in the road 3 times, trap in the traffic jam almost everyday (except last nite cos i back at 7.30) tat's y tonite i will be back at the same time lo. somemore i jus realise tat the road outside is damn damn jam.. so better stay back since val is back to kampar d...

well... worked 6 days, so far so good, except there is a panic moment yesterday when a patient n his agent keep calling to rush me for a guarantee letter... trouble the whole company staff ( few onle la) to call me for detail to help me cover.... luckily today pin pin onn onn lor... ahha...

ok la.. tat's all for the update first... tomoro working half day, but next week break 3 days.. wuahahaha...(still need to work la.. jus shift to genting help my aunt to complete the seminar jik!) zhap mai shou mei then can concentrate on work d lor...

anyway, wish me luck that i really can stand in this office for longer...

congratulation myself

2006-11-30T14:11:00.000+08:00

congratulation to me...

first, i pass medical micro with a distinction... hahaha... mean i m graduated d... yeah~

next, i had a interview hours ago, and i m employed straight after the interview... yeah~

well, this is my first application for job and my first interview for my life... wake up bit late, loss in the way to the office, spend me 15 minutes more to lepak around jus to find the way there, and i reach the company 11am sharp as appointment made. so... wait there for interviewer, then met with 2 interviewer, asking me questions that i din expected, and i answer not really good, at least they can understand.. haha... then the boss came, and ask me to do a personality test which according to the interviewer, not everyone required to do the test... at that moment, i had a feeling that i m 50% success to the way... then? done the test, check the result, and here come the boss to interview me... and the essential part is that he told me team work is important in my job scope, and :"attitude make a better man;.. mean they don really care bout how ur qualification, and etc etc... and finally, after 1 and a half hours sitting there, i am employed and start working TOMORO...

anyway, still worry whether the job really suit me... jus see how tomoro first day work goes on. keep in view la... haha

p/s: dear housemate, mathattern fish market is sure for u! but don tell other... ahha

wat a birthday party!

2006-11-25T11:16:00.000+08:00

alright! tat's a birthday party.. instead of a family gathering, that was much likely to be a BIG FAMILY meeting~ though some of them are non-member...

was celebrating my dad's 50th birthday days ago... as the organiser, i was so so piss off of serving those guest, especially when i don even had a guest list or have any idea of who is attending... and when i saw the guest, i really really don feel like serving... really....

during tat night, i was extremely tired after busy for the whole day doing other stuff and working overtime.. which make me rush to the restaurant straight after off work and don even had the time to take a bath.... so? when i reach there, i been waiting for half an hour sitting in the car napping as no 1 had reach.... ok... finally guests started coming.. and? the first car and ppl appeared within my vision is those who i dislike the most... and... my mood was drastically change into moodless.... (i donno how to describe la...) okok.. watever... then of course i m not the one who going to serve them la.. since my mum oledi rush to them like a bee meet the honey....

oh ya.. i haven tell u how many ppls were celebrating his birthday... initially, my aunt( sponser) n i only expect own family members includes familes of 3 others sibblings and my cousin sisters' family, and few close fren of my dad... which only covered for 3 tables... small gathering wat.... then? the next day turn up my dad invite another 3 tables ppl, which need 6 tables d wor... nevermind.. as long as he happy.... then finally i need to confirm with the restaurant about the dinner, my dad told me tat altogether need 8 tables plus one reserved... walao.... really big face lor... fine.. go book

finally dinner started, then ppls started order me to do this do tat.. especially my cousins keep conplaining this complaining tat... pls la... i m not the boss ok... ask me oso no use... wtk... the only way to escape was hide in the corner where no1 see me.. haha.. and finally the dished served and there i finally sit down.. then only i realise a very very weird situation, which none of a single table consists of a complete member of any family members... for eg. my parents and my elder brothers at 1 table, my younger brother at the other and me at another... then my aunt with her fren while her daughters with other cousins etc etc....i wonder how the ppl think bout us... (how come one family not sitting together??) watever.. no time to care tat d... cos tat moment i oledi so so piss off and getting angry and... started drinking.. here come to the main story...

my first glass of redwine (12% alcohol) was empty in 30 seconds before dinner served... mean i drank with an empty stomach.... then continuos, i been drinking n drinking till the end, i think i had at least finish 2 bottles of red wine with different brand, which make me drunk.. and i started mumbling bullshit in front of my fren... luckily tat time the guests oledi leave... and i manage to handle the birthday song and distribute cake under half drunk situation (tat moment i really cant stand probably d.. but still can hold the knife n prepare 2 big cake for the guest while my cousin sisters help me for another 2) and finally finish off those fussy thing, my fren finally come to me for drink and result in i cant drive home... my parents were drunk as well.. so i don think they really get what i talk when i drunk... haha... and back home, i still manage to take bath, brush teeth and wash face b4 pengsan... thanks to my fren who watching me till bed...

then the next day, went to Kuantan one day trip.... jus for the sake of accompany my fren to fetch her brother back.... in the car, the one who make me drunk keep laughing me about the nite b4... watever... at least i din reach the worst senario where i need some1 to carry me back! haha... ok... kuantan trip was so so so tired... and i din really had a play la.. jus go there, had lunch and a dinner (birthday dinner again) and back home.. tat's all... anyway, at least had a chance to slip out from my parents and aunt's questioning bout the drunken night... so nth to worry now...

so? now busy doing preparation for my company's coming seminar.. which really one leg kicking... no body is helping me... and i wonder i can complete all stuff by next tuesday b4 i back to sunway or not... if not may need to come back again after my interview... donno la... will see how la...

wish me luck la...

drama day~

2006-11-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

today happened lot of thing... happy and sad cham cham...

first, heard some sad things about the family, bout parents, and their sibbling relationship.. oh ya.. plan to celebrate my dad's 50th birthday on 24th one.. mana tau he NOT FREE wor.. say wanna go kl (sure go for amway la! ) so mai pre-celebrate for him on 23th lor.. and take this as a chance to 和解 family conflict lor... hope this work la.. and nth incident happen tat nite! pray for me...

then? went to had a hair-do... a lengchai help me do oh... so happy... hahaha.. watever la... the most important and meaningful is tat i receive a call for interview d... so lucky.. this must thanks to evon who lend me her resume as references and valerie who keep persue me to send resume out... so here it comes and hope the interview go smooth as i wish la...

so? i going back to sunway next week lor... by 29th nov la... so anything jus wait me back there then can enjoy la.. haha

healthy lifestyle~

2006-11-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

wow~ suprisingly, i slept at 11.30PM last nite after driving 3 hours non-stop journey back to johor home at afternoon though wake up at 9AM tat morning... then? i wake up 6.45AM this morning, thinking nothing to do, then sleep back again, but stil wake up at 7.30 AM again... then? wake my colleague up to have breakfast with me la... but wait till 9 AM only she reply me... let me wait for hours long staving... hai~
then after makan, went to visit my dearest babies - my niece and nephew... bring along the toys i bought b4, stop by and play with them for hours more...

see, these are my niece n nephew.. the brother and sister...

See he so so excited when getting the Barney soft toy who singing "i love u, u love me, we r 1 big fa-mi-ly......" and he start singing along with the tone as well...

oppositely, the niece gave me back the doggy soft toy which speak "I LUV U" ~ hai~ then she started cry so my uncle bring her out for a ride, so did take her photo much oso....

He still care bout the barney toy more although had took his sis's doggy toy as wel...

Me and little kian kian~ happily still holding his Barney...

Finally he get both the barney and doggy... so happy huh?

and later i had a phone call from their mother, who thank me for the present, said that the kids aren't wanna leave the toys at all.. haha.. so next time need to buy some more realistic thing for them instead jus toy.. haha

after playing with the kids, went to office had a reflextology massage add-on body massage... shock! then? had a mini meeting with my boss cos she not free today, so went lepak another while b4 heading back for dinner... after dinner, bath, then went out yam cha again... but now oledi start feeling tired... and back home by 11pm and now sitting in front of computer reporting this healthly normal lifestyle and later going to bed soon cos tomoro need to wake up at 7.30AM for a 2 days training course... at first think of going alone then can find fren yam cha after the meeting then today get to know i need to drive another colleague together, so plan ruin again.. sien~ watever... jus hope tat this 2 days course can go smooths as i wish.. and there will be no follow up course to be.. so no need to worry later cant go back sunway d... wuahahaha

ok.. tat's all for today healthy report... to be healthier, now i going to bed d... good nite!

finally~

2006-11-14T16:46:00.000+08:00

finally i complete my resume and sent my first job application out! i know i may not really in rush on hunting a job, but jus try my luck on this first application.. since i don really wanna go back johor and do nothing or too busy on something, job hunting being my excuse on staying back in sunway.. but the rest of application may reserved till i finish packaging my self and had a more pleasant looking passport photo! haha.. my previous photo was damn sick looking la.. wonder whether the company will considered me or not leh? watever...

Though~ today been ordered to go back by friday night.. don misunderstood, not my mum nor my dad are ordering me back.. is my boss.. haha.. cos i need to attend a goverment required training session which may took me a total of 350 hours in the following months..oh the course only held during weekend i think, so it may took me months to complete.. which mean? i may not able to enjoy my every single weekend from next week onward... OMG... and the chritmas dinner how? sorry jing.. maybe i will absent then... but i will try to avoid it ok?

jus finish attending 3rd year research presentation, well.. yin yin may be nervous, or really not well prepare.. jus hope tat she really satisfy what she had done from she expected had done.

waiting my dearest housemate finish her lab work, then? back home or rush to my daddy's place to get the latest hk drama episode gua.. actually watching the "forentic heros". along with it, enjoying seeing so many familiar stuff showing in the drama.. the anatomical stuff, pcr and other molecular stuff.. so impressive bout tat.. though donno that really happen in hk or not.. hahha.. well, jus finish episode 20 last nite.. the rest still with kian, so need to wait him finish then only my turn.. luckily din let daddy watch first.. or else sure need to wait longer time... oh ya.. actually i spent 2 night finish those 20 episode... geng leh... hahaha

MIC3802 Paper 2

2006-11-10T10:13:00.000+08:00

FUCk Fuck FUCKKKKKKKKKK!

thanks to michelle, make me realise tat i made a BIG BIG BIG mistake during the 1 hour exam... tat is i mixed up the COMMUNITY-ACQUIRED pneumonia with IMMUNOCOMPROMISED pneumonia! wtk! now i definetely lost 10 marks out of 55 marks there d...
then? she come out past year questions, 2 leh! but still not confident to score well... don wanna talk bout the paper d.. make me sad only!

anyway hope tat can pass this paper la...then only got hope to pass the subject ma... then only can graduate! hai~
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still donno when to go back hometown.. mum is calling me back yet i still don have the mood to go back to the hellish home where i will bcome a cold-blooded-black-heart-super-duber-robot!

MIC3802 paper 1~

2006-11-08T11:19:00.000+08:00

finished my medical microbiology paper 1 exam 15 minutes ago.. and once switch on my phone, see 2 miss call from my dearly fucking housemate who sent another sms scolding me PIG! huh!

okok... i think some of u is worry bout my paper rite.. here is the analysis of the paper during the exam~

8.30am - i almost late for the entrance... cos i 'lan lek' walk thru the sunway library entrance think to walk across to the monash exit de.. mana tau the library haven open.. lunckily the librarian open the door for me.. or else really fucking late d... so this incident make me nervous when i saw nobody in front of mph - mean every1 is sitting inside d la...

8.35am - "U have now 10 minutes reading time" i pray before flip thru the paper... first in my sight is SYPHILIS ! yeah! at least i got study~~~ then browse thru the question...

question 1: (started at 9.20am)
discuss about the following againt microbial infection:
a. macrophage
b. inflammation
c. interferon

er... not really know wat inflammation is edi.. cos val say i like inflammation al ot but asking me don keep thinking of inflammation.. mana tau? now really come out inflammation... for macrophages and interferon still can answer la...

question 2: about dengki fever, which i din study~ OMG... cham liao... pass!

question 3: (started at 8.45am)
(i) trimethoprim and sulphonamide! mode of mechanism and examples:
ok.. the mode of action still ok, but the example of infection then use this treamtment i not sure... jus simply say the most common disease which is UTI tat the only infection that i confirm as the treatment.

(ii) discuss live vaccine and killed vaccine. give 2 examples of each!
一分耕耘，finally 有一分收获！this chapter i study so many time n now finally come out.. though it is only 1/3 of the question, wat i writen in should be enuff to get the 1/3 mark gua... hope so lor...

(iii)discuss the side effect of vaccination
er... actually when proceed to this part oledi exceed the planing time for anwser 1 question. so in order to have time to answer the rest, this part i simply write... very short lor.. hope still can get some mark

next! question 4:
discuss Entameoeba histolytica in:
a. pathogenesis and clinial features
b. list another organism which is similar to this organism?
c. the laboratory diagnosis for both organism
d. preventive measure

ok... actually i left this question as my fourth choice, which i start doing at 10.15am...but? i start doing the first part, pathogenesis... really cant recalled back all the life cycle bout the oocyst and trophozoite, then the second part i cant remember the organism for cryptospirodiosis... i know the disease but the FULL NAME i forget d.. is Cryptosporiosis parvum? or Cryptosporiodia parvum??? donno la.. playing match word for few seconds.. then i give out d... left 25 minutes for my last bet!

question 5:
Discuss syphilis in the following:
a. etiology agent
b. clinical features and pathogenesis
c. laboratory diagnosis
d. treatment
ok.. this question i started doing at 9.45am... and really forgot wat had i write cos these sheet consider the most wordy among all the answer sheet d... though still not confident to score afterall... and i now i not sure whether the part D got ask prevention or not.. which i really din mention in the answer... walao....

and finally question 6:
encephalitis and genetal herpes caused by HSV-1 and HSV-2
1. Discuss the clinical feature of encephalitis and genital herpes
2. discuss the laboratory diagnosis for both encephalitis and genital herpes includes
a. specimen to collect
b. lab test to performed
3. wat antiviral drug will be use? wat are the mode of resistant by HSV to these antiviral drug?

ok... actually this is the exact same question that came out last year.. and cause me screw up again.. though i got study HSV and was hoping it come out... yet when i was this, i really hesitate whether to take it or leave it.. who know, my last choice of entameoba make me to choose this HSV, without any hesitation cos no time to think and draft d... so jus simply bang the answer lor
the clinical feature simply bang few lines,
laboratory test still ok.. though donno correct or not..
and the antiviral i only know acyclovir is using, but i din study anything about the mode of resistant about this drug.. so? tat part give out la.. but still got writing some thing like mutation of gene la... blar blar blar la...

well.. tat's all of the questions and my reaction... so actually wat had written in the previous answer sheet is not proofread b4 submit.. cos langsung really no time to check d... so hope tat i din left out any BIG POINT there la...

tat's all for PAPER 1... paper 2 will be update on friday after i finish the paper!

BLESS ME!

ps: opps, overall i still alive here writing these bullshit.. so today is not my death day...hahaha

别爱我像爱个朋友

2006-10-31T06:05:00.000+08:00

周笔畅-别爱我像爱个朋友

别爱我像爱个朋友
在友情和爱之间
你可曾为我想过
就在灰色地带你和我
是要不到又给不了的爱

爱如果悄然无声
为何心会澎湃
当你眼神看过来
也许爱是美丽意外

能不能对我说说个明白

别爱我
别爱我像爱个朋友
你寂寞难忍耐
就来到我门外
别爱我别爱我
当你只会说
我是这个世界最了解你的女孩

别爱我像爱个朋友
在友情和爱之间
现在该有个选择
虽然痛在心折磨着我
爱已给了你
现在收不回来

爱如果悄然无声
为何心会澎湃
当你眼神看过来
也许爱就是美丽的意外
你为何不面对我的爱

别爱我
别爱我像爱个朋友
你有了新的爱
我就像不存在
别爱我别爱我
当你只会说
你不能忍受失去的是我

别爱我
别爱我像爱个朋友
我输了我累了
不想再等待
别爱我
别爱我
当你不能说
说你对我有同样的感情

别爱我

funny food!

2006-10-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

haha.. these r some picture taken during dinner at some restaurants...

Restaurant: As U Like It
Location: SS15 Subang Jaya
Dishes: Tempura Fish Fried Rice

the interesting part is tat TWIN TOWER look fried rice.. some say look like breast! haha

Restaurant: Little Taiwan
Location: SS15 Subang Jaya
Dishes: Peach Pearl Tea and Chocolate ais blended and Beef rice

according to Valerie's theory of food, the food that a person order is directly indicate wat that person wants most in their life!

so i order peach pearl tea, means i wish to put on weight as this cup shape?

she order chocolate ais blended, and she wish to have the body shape as the slim glass...

so?
how bout this?

she order this as well, notice the big, long, white carrot that look like a dick? haha.. so means wat? i din say anything...

Restaurant: Capri
Location: Taman Sri Petaling
Dishes: Mango Lou

val say this mango lou got pimples de... see there is many holes there.. like 凹凸洞 on the face!

O~Hai~Yo~~~

2006-10-27T07:48:00.000+08:00

ohaiyo! good morning everyone!

no need to suprise that i m awake at such early morning la... cos i haven pengsan on my bed since er.... my las time on my bed was last nite 7sth, reading comic i think.. haha.. so? mean i jus came back from A&W after doing our revision there since 12.30am.. ya.. been sitting there for more than 5 hours.. so fierce rite? haha.. but not productive at all, cos no mood to study lor.. haha

came back home suppose to sleep de... but end up playing bubble shooter again.. (i play half way before i went out la)... play ha play ha,,, hungry liao... so decided to cook my first BREAKFAST in this house.. (yeah, moved in for 4 months ++ d.. till now only cook first breakfast! teruk-nya)
see!

Abalone + egg porridge

haha... i use microwave cook porridge..geng leh... actually lazy to use rice cooker, then this is the maggi abalone porridge ma.. so think can try using microwave lo.. cook half package only.. cos only me eating wat... if finish all is serve for 2.. don think kei will wake up at this moment oso... haha

well.. at first plan to wait her for breakfast de.. but now oledi ate, so may consider sleep later la... haha.. then tonite gambate again...i wonder daddy can stand till when, we been studying there till morning 6am for 2 days straight d... hahaha... but i better than him, at least i stil got sleep for 8++ hours...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

梦为何物？

2006-10-24T17:07:00.000+08:00

所谓梦想成真，心想事成，通通只是柯南一梦，废话连篇！

越想见的，总是不来。

不想见的，却阴魂不散般纠缠不清！

越想做的，总是障碍连连。

不想做的，却又不能不做！

事事如意？别发梦了！

梦为何物？情也已堪！

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actually i donno wat bullshit had i wrote there... haha

first study nite at A&W

2006-10-18T05:11:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of this semester that i step in A&W for the study purpose.

2.36am - ives daddy came n fetch me

2.45am - reach A&W and spot tat the tv screen was showing espn live for Man U vs FC Kobenhavn .. hehe.. then we quickly go buy drink n sit at the table jus directly in front of the screen

3.30am - half time! finally start study.... study study study...

3.45am - yo! eye back to the screen d... though hand still copying some points out on the sheet... haha

4.30am - FULL TIME Man U 3-0 Cop... then? back home here this post come...

so? we only spent 15 minutes studying at A&W though been sitting there for 2 hours... so unproductive... maybe need to reconsider to study at A&W with daddy liao... though is not his fault overall cos he keep asking me study (*he say don wanna influent me wor...)

memories at telok gong 23th Sept 2006

2006-10-12T14:33:00.000+08:00

well though bit late for the photo upload, but still are some sweet and tough memories in! and i finally get these photos from sally... thanks sally for bring the camera along tat day.

Alrite.. start from the guest list... couple of the day!

couple of the group - joosin and her bf (donno wat his name.. haha.. paiseh)

another couple of the group - MZ and bf

another couple? nonono... this are another 2 sot sot ppl.. LFM and JC

kian n sally... nono there r not couple oso... kian's gf absent tat day!

me n lou dao.. erm.. we not couple la... we are father and daugther relationship! and there is lot of story behind this photo o.... supposely there should be one kind of couple photo for him rite?

evon and val- of course they r not couple la... haha

yin n joanne

next! classic moment of the nite! challenge to yin yin (actually tat nite all of us keep shotting her lor.. cos she is so cute for us to "fool" around.. hahaha)

wah.. yin yin very "yam tak" wor... she really finis the whole glass 1 shot! gdhg!

photo taken by yin! tested her capture technique after drink the glass of "ye fa zou".. see kian's hand as the "frame"? means yin still need improvement! haha

purpose of the gathering? yeah... shui yong father and daughter birthday's pre-celebration

the birthday king and the princess of the family of shui yong!! (oh i miss my long hair so much)

group photo... wonder y the birthday guy hide behind the tiang! Too shy??? impossible la... hahaha

and finally... the bad memories - consequence of being FOOD POISONING

these are the people who get food poisoning after this meal...6 of us... ngam ngam got the photo! hahaha

well.. that's all first.. will upload more photo if possible...

itchy hand!

2006-10-11T15:03:00.000+08:00

u knoe wat is 手贱？ here it is...

yesterday daddy aka ives help me to set up the com n resolve the resolution of my screen d... so, see the blog like very empty d.. so mai go change the template setting lor... mana tau? no the blog need to encode first to read those chinese character... then? my html script at template setting there all dissapeared liao... walao.. and the worst is i don even had a backup copy of it in word file... now my template setting so empty.. all the link gone... but luckily the site still functioning... so maybe later need to setup again... but not now cos need to go work lor.. haha... so sorry for any inconvenient cause to read the post here.. haha...

lesson of the day - don ever be hand itching! hahaha

alone again...

2006-10-06T14:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Mooncake festival!
everyone going back hometown for celebration... left me alone....

y m i not going back? cos no point! my dad's going to genting having his MLM family meeting... oh ya... MLM is more important than his family now.. not like last time, every festival should gather together with the big family... TUAN YUAN wor.... wtf...
if u wanna say me bias oso cant help... the stupid Amway company really really FUCKING DIU lor.... everytime held seminar during the BIG BIG festival where force other family cant celebrate... fuck! like last time, having their 30th anniversary during FATHER's DAy... and now? having seminar on MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! as if their family is family and other non-member are strangers or intruder.... so sick of it!!!

watever la... since i oso not feeling like going home.. so jus stay alone here la... shuiyong's members all went back perak d... my housemate back johor as well... so stay back alone la... maybe can force me start doing revision when i really got nothing to do... haha

早起的鸟儿有虫吃!

2006-10-02T10:43:00.000+08:00

ahaha.... i spent about 10 minutes to type the title... y? cos i m sitting at campus computer lab now and using the web translator to translate individual word from english to chinese like playing the puzzle... suprise? it is only 10.42AM leh... well.. i oso quite shock i can wake up this morning... maybe worry if skip the class then will together skip my report submittion gua... hehe...

chatting on e-messenger
jing: "y so early? or haven sleep?"
ya..she is the one who will guess tat i might be stay up from the nite b4 instead of wake up early....

then another fren: so early today??U dont looks like morning ppl!!! hahaha..
i wonder both of them know each other and pakat to tease me... anyway, the main purpose for attending class is to pass up the mic report due today... i scare tat if i skip the class in the morning, i will end up waking at late afternoon, which is impossible for me to print and submit the report... tat'y i m here...

yet, i m so so tired and blur still... going to pass up my report and pass thing to joanne then maybe go ta bao zhap fan at corner then go home...sleep... hahahaha...

abit hungry liao... who say 早起的鸟儿有虫吃? wake up early make me spent on my breakfast...additional meal for me... hai~

horoscope equation!

2006-10-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

went to subang parade with val for lunch, bought a horoscope book by Dadhichi at mph. flip thru few pages and read this about star sign compatibility.

i m libra, n val is leo...
libra = air
leo = fire
so,
me n val = libra + leo, means
air + fire = HOT AIR!

both of us laugh so loud after reading this while queue for atm...
hot air wor...

then when back home i check for another one... me n jing
jing is pisces
pisces = water
so,
me n jing = libra + pieces, means
air + water = RAIN!

hoho... i wonder wat result from water + fire? (val n jing) haha... this one need to ask val d.. cos she bought 1 for her as well...

My sad birthday?

2006-09-27T15:48:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Valerie… I do really had a sad birthday.. so I will look forward for a better one next year.. haha..

had food poisoning the nite b4 birthday… keep vomiting for nothing… (don misunderstood.. I m not pregnant la…) and heard tat not only me not feeling well lor… val had attacked by the monster fever… while kian n mz oso kena.. so we concluded that is the telok gong’s food’ fault… haha.. but how come it can last so many days to cause my vomiting? Should be diarrhea wat? But I get constipation instead wor… weird！

Anyway, thanks for those who sms me for the birthday wishes: this included.. (according to the sequences) Chang You, Florence, shui yong daddy and hui hui (by msn) and the rest I forgot liao, … but the most important thing which I must mention is: thanks you wen jun… who called me this morning from uk glasgow when it was 12am there… he say he cant tahan to wait till I wake up… haha… anyway, really touch to receive his call… thanks dear… And next morning followed by sms from, Joanne, val, mimi yen, jian onn and 2 other frens… pity me only had so much fren to wish me…or ya… and another call from jb who din even sure which date is my birthday… I cant even get in to call HIM to wish me.. I doubt he is avoiding me now… sign~

While, at least my birthday does get ang pow from my dad and of course my boss… hahaha… the most happiest thing in the world to receive money! Cos I really so broke now… so ppl… if u happened to have extra money, keep for me in case I need to borrow from u… haha…

剪掉三千煩惱絲, 應該沒煩惱了吧!

birthday new look!

2006-09-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

haha... before reach home, stop by at salon to had a hair-cut!
deng deng deng!

happy 22th birthday to myself... with a new hair look, should had a new start! gambate!

p/s: my mum say too short! but i think it's ok la... maybe hard to tie up only lor.. then u will see me bcome another lion queen... hohoho...

很想说

2006-09-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对
太愚昧
难道笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心死了彼此不信任了
终於懂了真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说我们可不可以复合！

online puzzle game - Orbox B

2006-09-22T00:41:00.000+08:00

been playing this online puzzle game Orbox B since tuesday afternoon when MX introduce to me...
found tat quite challenging cos i been so long time never use my brain so frequent liao... haha.. anyway, tuesday solve 13 levels in 3 hours at com lab, yesterday solve another 10 levels in 3 hours as well cos it's harder when level increase ma...and today the remaining 7 levels took me about 4 hours to solve... anyway, i been sucessfully go through all 30 levels by myself... opps! actually i got seek solution for 2 levels (2 ONLY!) from the forum la.. haha, but definetely not the last few level.. cos nt many ppl post up the solution oso...) tat's y i keep posting the password on the chatter box to remind myself... haha...

anyway, whoever interested to train ur brain can try this.. i know is a bit outdate liao la... ppl play since donno how many months ago la... but no harm to try wat.. hihi...

stupid atm!

2006-09-21T15:02:00.000+08:00

went to monash campus atm to get money yesterday, there was long queue and till my turn, the screen showed "SERVICE TEMPORARY UNAVAILABLE".. fuck! nevermind... still got RM30 with me... can survive another day though....

then... jus now went to atm again... saw the ppl in queue in front me manage to withdraw their money... then my turn? damn.... the machine reject my card again.... wtf.... the campus atm (under bumiputra) always bully me like tat... each time i wanna withdraw money sure make me go more than twice.... anyway, still not manage to get money from there... should try on at the bank's atm later... or else really need val to cover my expenses liao... hahahaha

how to write the micro report?

2006-09-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

erm... jus finish the last session of medical micro lab, which is to identified the unknown mixture of organism provided... at first week, i saw a gram-positive cocci and gram negative rod... so choose to isolate at HBA plate and MAC plate lor... but?

when the second week back to lab, the gram stain go different d... i cant see any gram positive organism, which make me panic liao... so how? see the plate oso pengsan d....

NA plate.. only see 1 type of colony morphologies

HBA plate: again.. still cannot figure out.. though is a complete beta hemolysis...

MAC plate.. still only 1 colony morphology.. but at least is lactose non-fermenter, which give me a clue of either shigella, salmonella or proteus...

i know my microscopic technique is damn lousy... so end up kelam kabut when seeing the plates... ei~... then the second isolation of individual organism, the demonstrator don wanna give me HBA, which make me more panic and worry whether i missed out some other bacteria which i din isolated out during the previous session, mean i not manage to see this week... but then, when she provide me 2 XLD agar, then i think it's shigella n salmonella... but? when the last session, which using the Remal RapID ONE kit, our both XLD happened to have the same bacteria.. and end up isolated only ONE organism instead of TWO... so bek chek! anyway, we still manage to get the correct organism instead of some other contaminated flora... haha...
and the most pathetic story was the conversation between stacey and me...

Stacey: u very stress ah?
me: (nod) ya..
Stacey: y? u shouldn't wat.. this is ur second time taking this lab....
me: .......

of course she had recognised me la... but that really make me more stress... hai~~~ and when i told other about the conversation, everyone laugh so happily.... hai~

now need to figure out how to write a HD range micro full report with these lousy observation and results.... especially when this report may cover 10% of my internal marks... pray pray my previous report get a higher mark to cover this la...

small yet compact kitchen!

2006-09-18T15:22:00.000+08:00

yeah~ finally get a new refridgerator in da house... a brand new Toshiba refrigerator! wuahahaha...

small but good enuff for 3 ppl use

and the most interesting part is.. my new housemate jean is so so excited to clear our all her stuff previously stored in her room and place all her drinks in! so fierce... for me? of course a bottle of cold plain water is obviously in... later should go buy some stock keep the fridge FULL haha...

see all those packet drink! of course the big bottle was mine

after having a fridge, we able to cook! (though cooking is not my interest nor val's) but our mini kitchen is now consider well equiped d... see, got microwave, kettles( so many). rice cooker and multi-cooker (there is another multicooker kept in the cupboard under the kettles...) and FRIDGE! hahahaha...

the mini kitchen

still donno y m i so happy now... maybe cos i can have cold drink whenever i wan now gua... hihi...

best fren?

2006-09-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

been chatting with one of my best buddies during secondary school and had keep close touch during pre-u and early of my uni life... jus tat uni life had exposed me to wider social circle, then less contact with her... and now she blame me for not entertaining her and din treat her as ji mui" jus becos i don wanna share my problem with her!

well.. when we were few years younger, we tend to share sth with frens... especially when one faced some terrible trouble or getting upset, we tend to get someone beside... but when growth, i realise tat sharing something unhappy to the other person would not end up become happy after u tell them. instead, it may happened tat u grab another ppl to share ur unhappiness, which make another ppl unhappy or worry, which i don wanna this to happen... so i started to keep everything myself... none of them knoe wat i think... even though my family oso not a good 1 to be shared.. NONE!

m i too childish? or jus tat she is not mature enuff to understand my situation?

dear, best fren doesn't mean i need to tell u everything... doesn't mean tat i must chat with u everyday once i say u online... does't mean tat i must see u or meet u or call u when i free... sometime we do need some own space.. to be alone... i like to be alone... then i can think a lot.. think wat had i done, wat i haven accomplish.. wat is my next step etc etc... and doesn't mean tat when i got problem i must see u and share with u...

i know u r living happily now... having a lovely family, lovely boyfren and your lovely mitsu (a dog),and graduating soon and start ur new phase of ur life soon... everything going well for sure...tat's y i don wanna tell u something tat may make u unhappy... when u got problem u share with me, doesn't mean tat i must do the same thing to u... not i different pulak... jus tat i don wanna trouble u.. jus tat! hope u can understand wat i mean (if u happen to read this)!

useless me!

2006-09-13T17:31:00.000+08:00

skipped another stacey's medical micro tutorial today though she had warned us to attend. been scolded by val n MZ for this as well as advising me to back for class, but it seem no use on me... i know they are worrying me for another failing of the subject, it jus tat... i donno what i supposed to do now...

not tat i don wanna attend classes and tutorials, jus tat i don feel like going. looking back, most of my peer had been a step forward - some already in working field while others in their post graduate studies... and where m i? still at the same point where they left me... everyone is growing and i remain dormant!

i cant say everyone around me are pressuring me... but i jus don feel like doing anything... not interested in finding a part time job (though i m getting broke instead and need moneys really..) similarly for studies, i don feel like doing my revision though i know tat's wat i m supposed to do at this moment since i been skipping class... for my so-called temporary job (a beauty assistant?) i had done some work for the past few weeks, yet it doesn't means that i had complete my task... there's still long to go, and i donno when and where should i stop!

at this moment, i sort of giving up myself: not attending class, not doing revision, not doing my job, don care about families, don care about others, and don care bout myself... everyday i hang up till late nite and sleep till late morning or sometimes afternoon, skipped all the morning class, then had some brunch at corner, if still no class aftertat, back home and sitting in front of the pc, blogging, checking emails, chatting msn and end up my anime marathon till late nite... and the cycle repeat... such life make me feel useless... u can ask me to do sth... but wat can i do? i done have any particular skills tat make myself confidence to take up any job... be a tutor? my results are damn fucking and shamful to show to the principals compared to other tutors... sales representative? i had no any better communication skill to entertain those clients or customers... and i don like to approach ppl... i don have such braveness or sometime we call thick face... (i use peeling product so frequently tat make my skin thineer and thinner la...) had an office job? who wanna employed a person who need to take leave during the mid-day of weekdays to attend lab? doing MLM? oh no... i hate tat so much.... so... still being useless... sleeping and eating and spending money where the bank account is no longer stay at the 4 digit places not 3 digits anymore...

ya.. exam is nearer and nearer, and i suppose to start study or revising in order to let me graduate finally.... but? do i really can pass it? i have no any confidence on it... nor to other uncertainties that coming later... feel lost.. feel uncertained and tat's me- the useless stupid me!

so......?

2006-09-12T18:29:00.000+08:00

so...? wat m i doing here since some stupid fucking Anonymous called me slut?

well... i wonder who this Anonymous is? but tat's none of my business anywhere...

anyway, i been sitting in the campus computer lab since 12 noon till now.. (except for the 1 hour lunch break in between) and only went to washroom few times and the rest of the time is really sit still in front of the monitor... and...? doing nothing better than typing out come case studies about medical microbiology in the word file.. instead of jus bring to photocopy, i choose to type out cause i m broke! and this is also another way for me to force myself squeezing some information into my brain as a pre-revision practice.. haa....

erm... still got 1 month left to my final exam.. but i wonder there still have quiz or not? if not, then where is my 10% of assessment come from? don tell me the 10% goes to the final exam mark, then i really need to study hard liao... cos it means final stand cover 85% of my assessment... but don worry.. tat's jus a presumptive la... stacey oso haven told us the format.... neither mention about anything bout quiz or test or watever assignment or blar blar blar... hope she don be so blur until really forget about tat... then i really donno how to die for my exam liao....

so....? y m i still sitting here? waiting for my dearest housemate to go back together lor... i wonder she had faint in the lab d.... or vomit blood after confront with her 'colleague'??? or bully by her dearest legionella species???i donno.... jus plain wait lor... hungry..

这样的夜晚，让我特别想起你？

2006-09-09T04:00:00.000+08:00

夜深人静，做在电脑前，已看了将近8个小时的动画。一个人坐在阳台，突然，需要一个人在身边，想起以前的种种，真的好想你就在我身边抱着我，安慰我，鼓励我。真的好想你。。。

是不是这样的夜晚，才会让我特别想起你？

该睡了，因为，只有在梦中，这才会实现！

I like dreamin
cause...
dreamin' can make you mine...

感触！

2006-09-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

went to meet the biotech n bioscience ex-coursemate, most of them the sot fm member la.. at sunway resort hotel for their convocation... when both val n me accompany mz to collect her gown, on the way, lot of ppl "ask us have u collect ur gown?", and we constantly answer "i m not graduating this year!".. feel so 感触！every 1 is graduating (i mean most of the frens we know), and we r still hanging around... at that particular moment, really felt like crying... y i cant graduate with them?

anyway, look forward next year convocation, which the shui yong whole family will wearing the gown and take photo together.. ya... the daddy and 3 shui yong beauties are graduating TOGETHER! yeah... can sot together at the same time! so jing, waiting u back to join us o!

ps: the photo will be upload later after collect from those with camera there... and i must emphasize our sot fm member, the ddly zeno... today he really look like an old professor after wearing tat gown...

bad new for me!

2006-09-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

OMG! had a little chat with my lab partner and he told me a bad bad newz... our medical microbiology lab session had changes bit... which is I HAD LAB THIS COMING SATURDAY MORNING 9AM..

9am leh.. i wonder i can wake up on time at that day or not...

hai~ been skipping class for the past 2 weeks, 9am class and 11am class all SKIP..cos don feel like waking up.. not cant wake up, is don wanna wake up!!! the alarm actually been snooze for the whole half and hours and actually had awake, but jus don feel like going to campus and see those super junior attending class... cos too sien being the super senior there... jus as my nick stated: 凡事没有不能，只有不要!

don wanna go to class
don wanna do my revision (should do since i skip class)
don wanna work (for my aunt)
don wanna go home (too fed up)
don wanna meet ppl (too sien~)
don wanna sleep at the proper time (currently following the paris timezone, which the sleeping time is always after 4 am...
don wanna do anything... jus nth....

my daddy's new look?

2006-09-05T01:15:00.000+08:00

yeah! my sunway daddy aka ives aka shuiyong H2 change look wor...

nah.. this is his 死老爷's look before i went back for merdeka holiday! ( he ask me to take 1 ha...before his hair cut)

and after 1 weeks din see him, he bcome like tat liao~~

look soooooo..... YOUNG? yeah.. bit too unmatch his actual age liao la... hahaha and the most 顶不顺thing is... he keep asking me take his photo and... send to his phone by bluetooth.. nvm... then later even worst.. somemore wanna sent to his email.. i wonder he might use tat photo to interview for gigolo???(kidding la..) hahahah!

fed up!

2006-09-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

straightly speaking! i m so fucking fed up with my home d! i don really feel like staying at this home any minute more.... so far i spent less than two hours in da house at night b4 my parents slept.. i found that i hardly can communicate well with my mum... especially when it comes to financial topic and career topic... y? i donno... and i don like her suspicious habit, and her imagination.. keep thinking tat i doing sth the offence her will.. or watever! like jus now, i jus only oppose her opinion regarding "being a middle age man is hard to find a new job" topic, then? i donno where she had think of... and end up breaking her anger to my brothers... and the angers of course turn back to me (from my brother la)... anger cycle?

n there is nothing better for my dad oso... i cant really talk to him more than 15 minutes, cos his speech will automatically turn to those "amway" style and talk like a sales man again... which i truly annoyed by it... i cant even had a peace dinner with them at all... tat's y i so hate those MLM ppl.... fucking MLM!

luckily i had plan to go back to sunway after another 12 hours... wuahahaha.. no eye see! better run away than staying here... as expected, i stil haven settle my financial problem with my mum, haven settle the job problem with my aunt, yet, it turns out better than expected, at least i still had sth to do, but not tat tough as b4... haha...

as conclusion, i so fed up of being come back HOME... this is not my home anymore... it feel like a hotel which i come back n sleep for few night once in a while... so ppl, don ask me when i going back hometown... i wont feel like coming back unless i got sth important to settle down here...

certified!

2006-08-29T19:06:00.000+08:00

i certified that i been spending 4 hours driving from sunway back to johor yong peng and i declare that this is the first and the last time that i drive so snail-slow on highway!

thank god! i finally reach my home safety. been through 2 heavy rain throughout the journey... and the car really got "buang" leh... (and this is the only reason why i sitting here lo!)

jus reach home for less than half an hour and now oledi sitting in front of the computer using dial up connection.... wat can do? my life is bond with computer oledi... nothing here except computer is my interest.. of course if got any movie or drama series then i may end up sitting in front of the tv tonite... don think can sleep so early since had been an owl for the last few weeks... hai~

anyway, tomoro need to start modifying my life to normal schedule... and hope that next week can really back to normal student life la...

msg to val:
don miss me too much and don curse me too much as well...

msg to daddy:
don try to be naruto la... u don have the qualification to learn 忍术！

msg to zeno and kian:
hope tat i can hear good news about job from u guys after i back la...

ciao~

lonely weekend?

2006-08-25T12:41:00.000+08:00

shui yong daddy (Ives yong)is going back to ipoh later~~

shui yong uncle (david yong) oso going back with daddy~

then shui yong miss no.2 (val) going back to hometown tomoro oso....

then? Left me alone in sunway....

lonely lonely lonely.....

depressed lor... wat can do?

Doubtsssssss

2006-08-20T04:20:00.000+08:00

I doubt wat should I do at this moment…

Been sitting in front of the computer middle of the night where most of u (even my owl-life housemate busying on her primer things) had dating with mr zhou gong or his daughter or son since last week (or even longer time)… sleepy? Not really, it’s jus tat I really donno wat should I do…

Doubt, where should I be? Working office or campus study?

Having a retake on one a single subject now, which took me only a maximum of 7 hours per week. Sound relax rite? Shouldn’t be a problem on having a part time job. Yet? The schedules of the classes (lecture, tutorials and lab) were damn fucking stupid. Out of the 5 weekdays, 4 had been occupied with class (which sometimes I only had an hour class per day!) how do u expect I get a normal job with tis kind of timetable? yet, i do really get somekind of JOB from my dearest but treating-me-as-super-duber-allthingdone auntie who own a skincare company to be her customer service executive, which she require me to complete some task that she used to require 3 FULL-TIME employees to complete, and need me to take over with jus a maximum of 5 hours that i can offer to her! so i now consider again, to decline her offer when i back to office end of this month... and now i m consider jobless again... a useless ppl...

focus on study? nah~ i do really understand y some of my coursemate who failed their particular subject can retake and failed and retake again... ppl may think tat retaking a subject tat u had oledi knoe wat is going on should be easier to pass, which now i claimed tat it is not! becos... jus as discussed with michi (the other retaking student with me) we r so so so fade out on reading those notes that i had read years ago... had been struggling year ago...! it sound like we knoe, yet we don really can score! nevertheless, if i give up attending the class, i may end up screwing up my exam again! i cant accept this! i don wanna fail and retake the fucking subject again...

Doubt again... my future...
i donno where will i end up after graduating... futher study for honours? i so unconfident of myself tat do i really manage to go thru wat val is going thru now? and the most concern problem is: do my parent really afford for my tuition fees? my brother is graduating from secondary school now and may proceed to his tertiary study (which might need a sum of money if he doesn't wanna go for stpm), and wat make me worried about the financial problem is that the involvement of those multi level marketing company who additting my parent to INVEST so much money into it! (and tat's the reason y there are such a funny link in my blog down there)

Doubt too... for my complicated so-called relationship...
tat fellow had been dissapeared again for more than a month now... especially when i most need him at this moment, he is not be my side... nevermind... get used of it! and? wat about other affair? i don even bother to give a fuck on them, which make me think of myself wat m i waiting for? wat m i looking forward? my fren even ask me whether m i a lesbian since i not so interested on guy? hahaha... funny... if he is rite, then maybe my housemate will keep a constant distance of at least 10 meter from me soon... will u?

doubt doubt doubt....

and there are so many to comes on... study? career? financial? family? relationship? frenship (sooner or later)? and wat's more...? still an uncertainties...

watever it is... i don care anymore... jus let it be...study or not? tat's ur problem! u don work, u cant dependent from the family, u can feed urself and tat again is ur problem! they wanna fight, then let them fight amongs urself, but make sure the news din spread to u.. and don wanna knoe wat is going on down there in da house!he wanna come, let him come... if not, then never think bout him when u need someone to be with u! if anything happened, don blame others.. blame urself as a useless gal~

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Latest email scams ?

2006-08-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

Received this email hours ago, n found ridiculous so post here to share.

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MR. MING YANG
HANG SENG BANK LTD.
83, Des Voeux Road.,
Central HK,
Hong Kong.
mathewalfred@indiatimes.com

Let me start by introducing myself. I am Mr. Ming Yang director of operations of the Hang Seng Bank Ltd. I have an obscured business suggestion for you. Before the U.S and Iraqi war our client Gen. Aadel Akgaal Bastaan who was with the Iraqi forces and also businessman made a numbered fixed deposit for 18 calendar months, with a value of Twenty Four million Five Hundred Thousand United State Dollars only in my branch. Upon maturity several notices was sent to him, even during the war which began in 2003. Again after the war another notification was sent and still no response came from him. We later find out that the General along with his wife and only daughter had been killed during the war in a bomb blast that hit their home. You can read more about the bombings on visiting these sites below:

After further investigation it was also discovered that Gen. Aadel Akgaal Bastaan did not declare any next of kin in his official papers including the paper work of his bank deposit. And he also confided in me the last time he was at my office that no one except me knew of his deposit in my bank. So, Twenty Four million Five Hundred Thousand United State Dollars is still lying in my bank and no one willknow of it. What bothers me most is thataccording to the laws of my country at the expiration of 3 years and 6 months the funds will revert to the ownership of the Hong Kong Government if nobody applies to claim the funds. Against this backdrop, my suggestion to you is that I will like you as a foreigner to stand as the next of kin to Gen. Aadel Akgaal Bastaan so that you will be able to receive his funds.

WHAT IS TO BE DONE:

I want you to know that I have had everything planned out so that we shall come out successful. I have an attorney that will prepare the necessary document that will back you up as the next of kin to Gen. Aadel Akgaal Bastaan, all that is required from you at this stage is for you to provide me with your Full Names and Address so that the attorney can commence his job. After you have been made the next of kin, the attorney will also fill in for claims on your behalf and secure the necessary approval and letter of probate in your favour for the move of the funds to an account that will be provided by you.

There is no risk involved at all in this matter, as we are going adopt a legalized method and the attorney will prepare all the necessary documents. Please endeavor to observe utmost discretion in all matters concerning this issue. I would appreciate it if you write me through my personal mail box mathewalfred@indiatimes.com

Should you be interested please send me your full names, private phone/fax and current residential address and finally after that I shall provide you with more details of this operation.

Your earliest response to this letter will be appreciated.

Kind Regards,
Mr. Ming Yang.
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after finished reading this stupid cockeyed email, i went google about the bank and found this link: http://blog.supersurge.com/latest-email-scams/2005/6/28/hang-seng-bank-ltd.html#comments

well, there were so so many ppl using the bank authority to play scam like this! Unbelievable!!! i wonder how hong kong ppl going to trust this bank for their transcation? for godness sake!!

anyway, jus post here and see whether got other frens around received this stupid email or not... hahaha

POWER OF MEN

2006-08-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

A man has the power to love a woman in a way that she has never been loved, and yet hurt her with the same intensity.

A man has the power to treat a woman like a queen then turn around And make her wish she was never born

A man has the power to make a woman cry with happiness and joy, then turnaround and make her cry with hurt and anger.

A man has the power to let a woman feel free and wanted, but also Feel disgusted and unworthy.

A man has the power to look a woman in her face and tell her he loves her, but turn around and sleep with her best friend.

A man has the power to make you fall in love with him within days, and hate him within minutes.

During sex a man has the power to make a woman feel like she's in heaven, and afterwards makes her feel like a whore.

A man has the power to change a woman from having goals, to living out his goals instead of her own.

Why is it that men have such power?

They have so much power, because we give it to them.
The power of a man wouldn't mean anything without a woman.
So ladies when times are hard between you and your man and you realize that he treats you bad, remember that he can only do what you allow.

Never underestimate your power because without it, you are stuck with the power of a man!!. "and don't 4get that God gave WOMEN will power and they are very near to God's heart, so let no man have dominion over you but God! from a powerful woman...

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*copy paste from an email received from a fren!

new template

2006-08-15T02:16:00.000+08:00

hahaha... new look of the blog!

spent the whole night doing this.. though still haven figure out how to insert the comment link yet~ (i m s computer idiot la...) anyway, thanks to the template designer j-wen(though i don really knoe who she is, but still need to acknowledge ppl ma)...

so will try to update the changes of the template tomoro.. cos really tired now wanna sleep liao... so don get frus if u cant post any comment here yet ok?

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

depressing~

2006-08-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

feel moodless there few days...

no mood to study...
no mood to go campus...
no mood to work...
no mood to show my face in the office...
no mood to meet ppl...
no mood to social...
no mood to eat...
no mood to play...
no mood to chat...
no mood to sleep...
no mood to drive back to hometown...
no mood..........

it's time to depress at home...

"Quality" people is hard to please?

2006-08-06T18:50:00.000+08:00

been post up few advertisement regarding the room to let at my recent place and there were few ppl interested and came to view the room instead... yet...these were some questions tat pop up during their arrival:

1. how come no parking around here?
(well, my house is jus located at the corner of the road and there ARE so many space for parking compare to other neighbours that also own more than 2 cars in 1 house... though the VIP parking space in front of our gate had been occupied! walking a few step will broke ur leg huh?)

2. how come no air con?
(wah, u tot every1 so rich can fix air con meh? i knoe there is no ceiling fan in da room, which mine also no ceiling fan wat. but i still can survive with the hottest weather with only my mini table fan, y u cant?)

3. not furnished ah? then i don wan liao...
(fine... this 1 still considerable... cos as a student most of the ppl prefer a FULLY furnished room instead of an empty 1, but there are so many ppl renting out empty room wat? wat do u expect me to give u with such CHEAP rental? bear in mind, a furnished room might increase my cost which i stil charge back to u... u willing to rent a room which cost u more than RM500??? duh~~)

4. y so noisy one?
(hello~~ u blind ah? cant see the main LDP road jus beside u ke??? wat u expect? a sound-proof room? then pay me extra RM1000 i got n fix it for u!!! u tot u staying at indah villa there not noisy meh? every morning waken up by a bunch of screaming noise at lagoon, whenever had some concert there u don even had the chance to study! everywhere in sunway are under HUGE construction wat? compare to the constant roadside vehicle noise which is a mini problem only... if u wanna a peace, stay at hotel better!)

okay~~ i knoe i m bit too harsh to mention these ppl... and the most annoying thing is some of them don even bother to view the compound, which is like... they jus coming for VISITING instead of VIEWING N CONSIDERING the room, wasted my time only... ( ya lah... i m not the kind of ppl that as free as u who can go around and visit every single room which meant to be let)...

as discussed with val, we doubt that is there any NORMAL ppl tat are interested in our place? NORMAL in term of lower requirement about the staying condition? Recall back years ago when both of us wanted to find a room as well, i settle it within half day for the whole process of looking a room... looking notice, call and view, then place deposit and went back to hometown, y cant they be like us????

students nowaday are so so high maintainance... i donno how rich u r... if u really rich then don aim my room la... our place are for NORMAL ppl, not rich gal, not bai ka lui who wan tis wan tat... u came to study, think bout the cost of ur tuition fees that may cause ur parents to save for few months, even up to years which u finished up it in 1 minutes after paying the fees.. and now they still want to burden the family with such good condition of accomodation. air con? astro? then u better go else where... my place is only for busy ppl who don even have the time for tv, social and etc etc... we r here to STUDY.. not ENJOYING! not BURDENING the family!

and now i really don understand wat kind of thinking are they having as a student.... and i don bother to figure out it... i only hope that we can get a housemate who can get well along with us and crazy together with us... we r SOT FM wat! so ppl out there, if u r interested to knoe 2 SotFM ppl, the CEO and GM, and willing to stay with us in sunway, well u r the 1 we r looking for! hahahahaha

-end of babbling-

Sick~

2006-08-01T02:08:00.000+08:00

poor me here... home alone last weekend... no body at home accompany me oso.. somemore still sick... keep headache, fever, cold, sneezing and now start coughing like hell... uuuuuu... i need someone to take care of me now... i need a boyfren... where is HE????????????????????????

VAL n DADDY!! faster find a boyfren to take care me la... if not u r the one who need to take care me instead! i know u 2 r too buzy for ur own stuff... so faster get a guy for me!!!!

Stupid Streamyx connection

2006-07-26T14:13:00.000+08:00

Fuck! how come my computer cannot online de? there is the connection status there, but y i cant load any explorer web page????/ yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

so du lan... even the streamyx agent oso don show his fucking sweet face in front the side gate where he always sits there and promote his streamyx.I pay him for configuration then now see wat kind of service is he providing??? gerammmmmmmmmm-nya@!

as a result, i may still continue experience such bad bad moments as i cant online, no more downloads for my anime, no fooling around... not even can do my work!!! n end up keep watching vcd.... hai~~~~~

later must go back try n fix it~

Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword **梦幻文言**

happy new year 2012

3 years of memories in SS14

27 years ago~

WhatsApp

It's been a year~

2011 New Year Resolution

Goodbye2010~

Hello Melbourne

6 months anniversary..

Do you know?

爱上一个人的 感觉

- The End -

Pause!

Copenhagen Day 5 (21th Oct 2009)

Copenhagen Day 4 (20th Oct 2009)

Copenhagen Day 3 (19th Oct 2009)

Copenhagen Day 2 (18th Oct 2009)

Copenhagen Day 1 (17th Oct 2009)

Login from Singapore Airport

Hello Copenhagen!

Monday Blue....

Undecisive

AA Team Building 2009 - Selesa Resort, Bukit Tinggi 19-21 June 2009

Restless April~

The relationship

Happy Valentine Day~

Happy New Year 2009~

2008 wrap up

It's time to change

It's time to wake up when September end~~

S.O = ass-hole

Happy Birthday Val~

NO MORE WAITING!

Door the my heart

不一样的情人

*** Vale Val ***

blogging early in the morning

Day 488 of my OL life~

如果你也聽說

最长的电影

一个人

looking backward

Updates after MIA for 4th months!!

抉择

no power no fun

funny post?

Pain paint ball~

Happy Valentine Day~

torturing night!

i know this much is true

MY BOY

Memories of Sot FM

Baby gal

fucking tired

Happy 2007 new year~

Merry Christmas~~

welcome back ceo

weekly work

congratulation myself

wat a birthday party!

drama day~

healthy lifestyle~

finally~

MIC3802 Paper 2

MIC3802 paper 1~

别爱我像爱个朋友

funny food!

O~Hai~Yo~~~

梦为何物？

first study nite at A&W

memories at telok gong 23th Sept 2006

itchy hand!

alone again...

早起的鸟儿有虫吃!

horoscope equation!

My sad birthday?

birthday new look!

很想说

online puzzle game - Orbox B

Vivien @ b00n' S dreamword 梦幻文言

爱上一个人的感觉

* Vale Val *